"Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn’t take a day; it takes lots of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self."
I don't want to be as mean as you though I can be, or pathetic as you always said to your pretty/good looking friends.
As far as i'm concern, my 2011 wasn't as miserable as my 2010 which is full of shits,nonsensical & bullshits from your side of story.
Or I can say, my early 2011 was the best start ever till now.
I don't mind if you can't resist your own past, be it you keep telling people you have moved on or whatever crap.
If you think you can't move on and keep missing my bf, i guess you should just stop it right away.
It's been a year plus babe. He's no more your listening ears, or someone who you can rely on anymore. Someone who's always there whenever you're need. You know that it was all your past.
Accept it, he's with me now. You can tell all around that I'm the one controlling him not to be friends with you, or get you out of his life, but he choose that instead. He choose to make that decision by himself and he don't want any of his past to come back and hunt him.
I though you choose not to mention me you and him, but still u did. Get rid all of it babe.
Now, you have your special one in your life. Be with him and move on a happy life which u always say u can. Be it with or without him, u can be happy. Prove it to yourself babe, not me. I don't wanna get myself so hooked up with your stories or his's anymore.
I'm much more happier now, not knowing anything.
Yeah, true wad you said. Now, i just leave it to God. There's always reasons behind everything that happened. If he knows that my bf doing shitty to me, he will let me see it with my own eyes. To ask you about it? Actually your stories does not convinced me much although you can see I was the one who was so eager to know, but in the end, it doesn't makes any difference. I'm still with your ex babe.
Furthermore now, I'm much more contented than before cause now i have my boyfriend with me.
You're just his past, nothing else matter now babe.
No point missing someone who don't even give a hood about u after everything that you have done.
Sins, thats wad you did. Hopefully Allah can forgive you on that. Not me or my boyfriend have the right to do so.
I dun want to sound harsh or bitch here, I just want you to realize that my boyfriend is no more your helping hand now.
Said as much u can that miss/missed.missed him, but deep down inside, you only the one can realized that it makes to no good in the end.
Or actually you need my boyfriend to post something here for you to make u feel better and release?. Maybe not much, but a little bit. Haah!
Well baby, i though you've moved on and I wanna give you around of applause, but the fact is, you're just the same old you.
Lots of Loves;
Current GF.