
I'm feeling guilty. Unable to understand the whole situation & mixed up everything. 1 thing at a time Fiza. Try to control your emotions & feelings. But I know, I never neglect you as my special one. The only name that beats and stays in me,always. How can I say? Looking or not looking forward for another weekends. March period, I hate and love it. Mine is balance. But I know, you will be miss. Somehow me and the pretty woman gonna go for a short trip at Batam, prolly. She's flying to Aus to persue her studies on July. So i wanna make this a memorable one for us! Nothing much happened lately. I still love the same man in ma life besides my family. We have been pretty good lately. Well, bickerings and arguements are parts and parcels of it. But we will resolve it with a solution. Every couple does. OH yah, give yourself a clap B* cause u're doing well and get urself really out this time before whatever yours gonna be mine in future. Don't try me. Nah ah ah! :) That is it.
Good night world.
Soldier, you're still my favorite drug. XOXO