| From: | AN Malek (onetooth-28@hotmail.com) |
| Sent: | 13 May 2010 21: 39PM |
| To: | AN Malek (onetooth-28@hotmail.com) |
Yang, today I just feel like giving you this. Well, I don't know when u're gonna open this and read. But, I really hope that its going to be any sooner now.
I thought with u coming back and with me giving u the second chance, things would get better. I thought things would work out for us. Where the future still lies between us. But, I was all wrong. This isn't going to work out. What was I even thinking? Knowing that your ex-gf or maybe gf is in between of our rship, I still wanna get back with u.
Today, I finally realize how much this isn't going to work out. You and me. Its just not going to work out. Fizah is a mean girl for doing this to me, destroying my rship and breaking us apart forever. Mother is being selfish for thinking about her own happiness and ended up telling everything to father. And, father who doesn't even know anything (besides knowing that we have broke up, once) is only accepting u as my friend. How can all this be??? Why is all this happening??? F*ck you people. Everybody. I hate all of u.
My life, my love life, my everything has messed up. I hope that u'll never ever gonna come back and look me up. As much hurt that I'm feeling right now, only god knows it. Only HE understand my feelings. My sufferings. Only HE knows who I wanna be with. In love with u. Only HE.
* Whats with this post?! U guys figured it out urself.
* When i saw this, i feel like posting it. :)
* Thats for you - U know who la.
