For this past few days, things have been screwed up (bt at least i dun used screw. hhahaha).
Everything seems to fall apart. Everything seems to be drifting apart and I don't know whether I'm the cause of it.
I still can't believed that you listen to others rather than me. If you're talking about secondary school life, hell yes everyone is talking about everyone. If u regard me as your friend, you would have confronted me and ask, not to just fall for wad that bloody someone said.
Well, i cried cause I never thought that things will be this way after the bond that we made.
I just leave it to faith. If you think that your instincts are right, by all means i let you go. Thanks for being there for me when i fall, and thanks for EVERYTHING.
I would wait for the right time to prove to you that it is not what u think it is cause my instinct say so.
As for my GFs, I'm not sure what's wrong with you. Everything seem to be so sensitive now. Nobody gives in nor talk about it but just let it go. There's no more FUN or laughter like how we used to have. I wanna have those time but nobody seems to be interested.
I'm just wondering is it being with you makes me drifted apart with them, or I'm just thinking too much? IDK. God, please be here with me. I'm in need of time to heal all of this.
Please give me the strength to move on.