So kite pegi MEMEKIK kat studio. I really have fun,seriously. tak habis me & Suhaimi perli2 si tata,this song and that dedicate to him lah lah,stuff like that.tak mengaku lagi ah! padan muker!

P/S : videos will be upload soon ok.

MONDAY

BF sent me & fetch me from work. MONDAY was planned cause Akmal,his friend wanna boh us drink. So there you go 4 us drinking, JIM BEAN some more (aku black ader slow sikit.haha*oops*excuse me people who dun drink). Kenet,GF akmal tak minum banyak, so only 3 of us jer lah minum. MONDAY minum eh! Kill the MONDAY BLUES! haha. But too bad we didnt take any pics but but but, i wanna share this..

Tata was msging me the whole day, and i didnt respond any of it. Only some of it cause at last he confessed that he is attached! Wad do u expect? I've been longing waiting fer it sia! So aku layan msg dier ala kadar!haha.. He sounded guilty, very guilty. Tried to call me but i put my hp silent mode,msg me dear here and there. What does it mean sia? So aku try ah tanye,"Why you have to lie? U have feelings fer me or wad sia?! " and he replied " Yes i do but as a friend.".Kau bilang aku sikit mane ader orang have feelings as in FEELINGS tau but as a friend and nak jage hati FRIEND?.. ape kebende nie. Dier putar belit macm keling tul lah! He keep saying that if he were to tell, he knows I wont give him my number 1st, and secondly he knows this kindda shit gonna happen?.. WTH!

Guess wad?! BF read my msgs on the phone when i left it a while in one bag fer him to bring home and when i reach work, i realise my HP was in that bag! hell no! but YES! he read my msgs and return it to me @ my work place. His face is totally different! so i asked and he still denied. So i made him confessed and YES AR! DIA BACE MSG AKU NGAN TATA THE DAY BEFORE OK WHICH IS ON SUNDAY.I was pissed fer a while but i cooled down, cause its my stuff,my phone and personal belongings and im not ready for anyone to read it unless with my permission! So so called dun wanna ruined tha day, we settle it gitu2 jer.haiz.

P/S : im just so not ready fer any commitment. Seriously. I though being with you can convinced me enuf to forget my everything and move on start fresh, but its not wad i though it is. We usually have fault if we talked on the phone for more than 15mins.macam pelik. But i can talked to Tata for hours, without anything to argue or what so ever lah (pasal dia stakat member jer.DENG!). I dunnoe why in the fIrst place im with you. Everything went so wrong. You knew I've warned you before if you wanna read my msg can but be ready for the consequences so now u see what happenes. Aku seriously shit have to end it before i hurt you more. I dunnoe why im not ready. Maybe im still thinking of *him or i wanna enjoy first. My mistake that i accepted your so call purposal.AKU SUMPAH KEPALE OTAK AKU SEKARANG TGH BUNTU!and the HIM im referring too is ZIZIE ok, not TATA.ARRGH!

TUESDAY

i took half day work, and BF sent me. Kepale takle angz lagi! haha. Luckily i got not much work,and my system at work so call shut down eh! cant log in nor do any work! kepale otak.bagus!! aku bual2 gan GF (tasha) at her desk. Talked about tata and BF. Suddenly i feel that she's there to talk too when i need her. ape kebende la aku! Every shit kalau bole aku nk bilang dier. Da aper kene eh! ntahla.. and bole we bitch about BF.. only me n her lah. SECRETS babe! ahakz! u know i know lah eh bie!haha.

BF fetch me from work and he's bloody late lah! muke aku macam tempeh basi ok!

Reached home,bekemban then baring2.Ingatkan nak mandi ah lepas tengok cite JIHAN. at last JIHAN kemane, aku kemane. Midnight, Tata called me up. Nasib aku sada! Pi mandi,bual2 jap ngan dier, PAP! tdo....zzzzzzzzzzzzz

WEDNESDAY

Watch movie with Wahidah(setelah sekian lame tak jumpe denganye) & Hairi (Tata's brother).hahahahaahhaha.

"THE PELHAM 123". Pegi tengok! Looking forward nak tengok "TRANSFORMER".Semue kate gerek.tengok jeee lah! haha

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*****************AMIK KAU PANJANG2 AKU KASI UPDATE!KWANG3.SAKIT MATE JGN

*****************BACE NANTI BUTEEEEE!

P/S : I dun wanna hurt you any further. Its not that i have feelings for someone else, its just that im more comfortable with them. ok lets make it straight, u asked for my home number lah, my blog lah, so u are suspicious already kan. So wad do u think im doing? Ok people, im the bad one here ok for getting hooked up with someone who really loves me now. He's innocent and im not. But i dunnoe for how long more i wanna be like this. Hurting you even more, im not that cruel thats why i wanna end this. But at times, i find you sweet and concern towards me but sometimes u irritate me a lot untill i can't be bothered!

God help me on this and help me to forget someone who's happy with a FAT girl!! haiz.....

**Actually aku da reserved la so call blog aku, so bace jer lah eh sampai ke wednesday nyer**

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