Finally, the pay is in but im soon to broke.HAHA
Well this time around, i have to really spent my money damn wisely cause JUNE month is fucking long. Trust me, it is. So i have this stupid notes written of what to pay first,what to buy and what not,etc...
Whenever its end of the month, I always feel my money is never enough. Dun asked me why.
I have not been talking to her fer almost 1month plus since my April's salary. I just cant bring myself to talk to her cause everyday seems that I'm drifting apart from her. With her face expression makes me just dun wanna see it cause I hate it. As usual, i put aside money fer her and my dad, i already told her that maybe i give her a bit and you know wad she replied "KALAU GITU TAK PAYAH KASI TERUS. IM NOT GONNA COOK OR MAYBE I COOK DUN BRING IT TO WORK" and some more she can accused me stole her chocolate spread to work. WTH! tak piss off ker..And aku sumpah tak pernah tahu ada orang macam gitu yang mengira beh tuduh sembarang. Padahal anak sendiri. Serious shit sak, I really can't take it anymore. I always wonder everybody in the house is fucking working and still not enough. Kakak aku tk payah cakap ah. Dia tu terus tak contribute langsung, beh nak harapkan aku jer. mampus ah gini! Nobody can stand it seh and not to be rude ar, its like im living with a STEP MOTHER sak! arrgh!!
And another thing that pissed me off with my stupid mistake,aku bole salah transfer duit. Ntah account mane aku transfer whereas that is not my Dad's account number. Untung lah orang tu! dah aku kasi duit kat orang tu free2.Ntah bangla mane ye acc aku sent. haiyo! *smack my forehead*
Sometimes i dun wish to think about all this crap that happen in the family but i just counldn't escape. Bole mati sak gini. I guess the only way is to just dun talk and just do my own thing. Whatever they gonna think let them be.
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On the other side of it, I really have a great weekend.
And it really makes my day worth it.
My saturday was FINE. Got my pedi & medi done (AT LAST). He picked me up and we went to town. I wear damn slack lah, he never even told me where we going untill he exit at the Steven Rd. pale otak! We catch a movie - Terminator Salvation. Aku ni bukanyer minat sangat cite gini but at last i understand lah the movie. OK whatever! And guess wad?? Jaza saw me la kan, and I didnt know that she can recognise me that well. Pale otak! Luckily I never saw her, if not macam nak pijak2 muke alfyn. Benci aku tengok muke si dektu. haha. jgn marah nyer kak jaz! ahaz. Will meet you up soon! POPEYE remember!haha
Met KEnet & Akmal, head to RP and we have SMIRDNOFF together. Slept at his place and i reached home 9plus morning (Sunday).
Sunday was good. We head to jurong point. We thought of having PizzaHut but it was damn packed lah, so something catch my eyes. BILLY BOMBERS! whao! First time ever I ate at that kindda place. Jakun la kire. Nicest food cause it will make u full to the fullest. Mine was bloited!
BUncit gileeeerrrr! Macam nak pecah perut!
Dee, thanks for your precious time.
Thanks for calming me down whenever i was pissed.
Thanks for trying to tolerate with my attitude although i know at times u just can't take it.
Thanks for being patience.
Thanks for all the words and advice.
Thanks for letting me to be in love again.
And lastly, I wanna thank your love.
Heart Dee soo much........

P/S : You're improving and im loving it....


