So as not to hurt our own feelings in the end, and jeopardize every single thing, and REGRET in the later part.

He is the one that have been taking care of me for the past 23yrs till now

He is the kindda dad who never fail to show lots and lots of TLC

Nobody can beat my Dad's romantic style

I love him more than i love myself

No matter how angry I can be towards him, I still love him the same.

I love you Dad.
It is a post for belated Father's Day. Muackz.

His parents came to meet my old people. It was such a impromptu as he told only on Saturday.

I was shocked! Although I'm quite close with his old people, I still feel nervous.

My old woman cooked and waited for their presence.

Both women are fair, both men are dark. HAHAHA.

Utmost welcome for their presence, and there goes the talk.

Well, what will old people do talk about?

Me&Aan, just talk among ourselves,whereas at the same time eavesdropping.

2 bonds are united, waiting for the right time, right day.

The date is official and now we're getting our ass off preparing our special mini day.

Both parents can get along pretty well. Me&Aan are blessed to have them.

Thanks for the visit and will await for the next visit.

Gooosh. Im scared. HAA! It is not easy as how it seems it is.

Farhan, thanks for being my wonderful-irritating-annoying-deaf-loving-romantic bf.

Everything have been answered now. Amin.

Throughout the journey of your NS life, i learnt a lot of things and I amend myself.

I can't change just because you want me too, I change myself for the better. For US. For the future it takes.

Our communication never breaks and we understand each other even more.

No matter how hard I tried to keep myself occupy, somehow or rather, I still keep u close to me that I feel that I misses you even more. It's not funny eh to meet once/twice a week.

Ladies, its possible to be in a relationship although the BOYS are serving NS.

Understand them is the best way to dissolve everything. Ego & selfishness is not their type.

I missmy soldier. On this moment. Right now.

I'm done with updatings and now let's get down to business. Oh no! Not that business, I mean my dream business. Well, if u guys have been reading my blog, u should know to whom Im obsessed with, right?

He did came in my dreams once or maybe twice. Well,it is just a dream.
But for the past 2 days I have been dreaming of him again and again whereas I did not think of him at any point of time when I'm sleeping. I'm thinking of who, UKW.

Let me tell you the yesterday dream. OMG! I forgot!!! Gawd!
Ok nvm,today dream was after I'm done with my morning prayers.
I was actually trying to explain to him something if Im not mistaken.
So I saw him walking with Juhi Chalwa. Ask me where, should be around India.
I was with a friend, a gerl friend. So while he was walking, I was shouting, not literally shouting. Just toned up the volume.
ME: So what if you're an actor or actress. You don't have to be so boastful that you did not even say HI to your fans.
Shahid: * was just staring at me*
I dun bother.

Scenario change, and somehow Shahid is pulling my hand,bringing me somewhere.
That is the point of time I was explaining to him in regards I know he is not real and I even pinch myself to acknowledge that it is a dream, and It is. Cause I can't feel the pain at all.
Shahid hold my arms and said "Sssshhhh...."
He did not utter a word at all from the beginning of my dream till the end.
And thats when I woke up and realise it is time for me to get my bath.

Now I wonder, is my dream coming true? As in, episodes dreams of him? Muahaha
How i wished. Dreaming of an actor/actress is possible, but to be with them DEFINITELY impossible. Sometimes I feel bullshit too, to watch the Bollywood movies, as if it can happen in reality.

That is why God created the word WISH, HOW I WISH I CAN SEE SHAHID KAPOOR'S FACE, FACE-TO-FACE?

Jangan nak mimpi la - thats what Malay will always say

If there is any more dream of him, i will update here.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo Shahid!!!!......... *faint*

It's been a long long time since we 4 have a great chat,laughter,dinner on the same table.
We all made the sacrifices to celebrate her birthday. A belated one.
Never ever I seen her shocking face when the cake was being served at our table.
A birthday song was played from the outlet and they goes cutting the cake session
She was blushed, she was shocked & she was very happy.
Her 50th celebration may not be as blast as it is, but a token of appreciations and the thoughts that counts.

She hugged us and says " Thank you"

Well Ibu, I know we all have been sick in the ass but we will always remember your birthday.
And hopefully this birthday celebration of urs will be one of the least memories u had with with us.
Semoga di panjangkan umur dan mudah2 han kite jumpa lagi tahun hadapan. AMIN.

When you have the good companion to go out with, everything seems to be soo fine.
A great outing of 2 young couples + 1 married couple.
Celebrated a mini 1yr anni for my deary sister with a cute green balloon.
Check in at Angsana to get her bits & pieces of her engagement stuffs and off we went to get our dinner.

AWESOME = FAMILY BONDING!

This is my gorgeous lady whom celebrating her 21st birthday at the OCC.
The theme is Hollywood. This lady will be launching his blog shop online soon. Your support and encourages are needed. :)

It took place in Orchid Country Club. None of them that I knew cause all from her Poly students.
And only me and June make it for her birthday celebration. Games,laughter & happiness concurred in the room.

Not long after, we make a move. Headed to JB house. :)

Ella-the-birthday-gerl,
I know I should have posted this way long before but just to let you know we're gonna miss you soooon.
Can't u postpone your study abit later. It seem to be too soon. Haha.
A small built lady whom I only knew for months but the bond of friendship I have with her is undescribable. Speechless.
Good Luck for your studies in Aussie and achieved your goal there.
I know you can do it babe.

My multiply is already a sucker. Somehow it doesn't work on me for the past months.
I can't upload any new photos in regards of this problem.
Occasions attend, chalets and quality time were spent on the weekends. & now all the photos have to be kept in my thumb drive. What is wrong with my multiply? I have updated everything, and it still not helping me. *bad mood*

Today I'm on MC cause I got my eyes checked. Accompanied by Ibu. Hopefully the medicines works on me for the whole 5 days cause if not, I'll have to be revert to the specialist which i don't wish and don't want too. & also today I'm fasting as to repay back my days which i can't fast last year.

O Allah, make my eyes feel better after i ate the medicine later, when I'm breaking my fast.

I wanna get a pair for US! We have been postponing for quite some time. NVM!

I'm broke this month. Hopefully next month I'll be earning extras and I'm gonna grab it!

JUNE is here and I hope it will fill with more love & happiness.

July will be around the corner and so forth and on.

Hopefully to go through this few months makes everything work out as plan.

Insya allah.

Like I have always said, with both blessing, everything will be fine. AMIN.