I'm over the moon now!

Hey you, I miss you badly. When can we have a chill session? I miss drinking with you. :)

Its only less than 48hrs since i last met you.
I'm not used too it, i admit it. I'm weak, yes I am cause my everyday life has been you and I feel contented whenever u're around me
I need my friends to be with me. To give me the courage that I need. To let me go through this. To let me know that I'm not alone.
I'm not sure how I'm gonna endure my days, but one thing I'm sure, I can do this. It is just a matter of time.
Times passes very fast that maybe I didn't come to realize it is gonna be the day that I'm gonna meet you. I really want that day to come fast.
I will love you still even if u botak, or shall i say I love u more when u're hairless. :)
You keep telling me not to leave u if u botak. Silly boy! U are still the same Farhan that I knew from Pastamania. Crazy boy but I love you so much thou.
I would like to thank ur parents for giving me the support to move on this track.The courage from them never fail to make me feel that I'm part of the family and they're treating me like their own.

"When weekends if Farhan not around, you just call us jee and we will fetch you and bring you out"

That really made me cried but I made myself breathe in and out so as not to show how emotional I can be on that day.
As for now, I can count on myself for my everyday routine. Macam la tak biase aku nie. Ceh.mcm paham cakap, nanti cukup time lemau.
Well, this is to make me semangat abit. Macam la saye nie tak pernah single kan. Asik nak count on orang jee. I have to be independent cause that's wad u want from me.

Dun worry, I won't leave you ok. Even if your face got lots of pimples, even if u're dark,even if u smell, even if u're fat like Putera, I will still love you.
Don't think that I'm gonna drift away from you cause you got no time for me,not being there for me when Im in need of someone,no more everyday message, no cuddles and kisses.
No matter what, you have to have faith in me. We have to have faith in US.
Mama hope that our relationship last, so we fulfill it ok.
Few more hours to go, and I can't wait.

I miss u loads Ahbie. Very indeed.

LUSTING love

Would such ride gonna exist in Singapore? I love this ride!!

As much as i been complaining that I wanna get my blog updated, so this is the time and NOW.
I've been a good anak dara to go a mini-out with mother today at CWP. Got myself an anklet and bought for her a thumbdrive since she wanna it soo much.
Got myself a Polar pie and I'm munching to it nw. Perangai so the BG as I has rice earlier on.

I've been so uptight with everyday of my life since like the month before,or the previous month or prolly when the time i knew you.
Well for the past weekends had been a great spent with both families. I feel contented.
As much as I wanna this to happen, it has been happening now and i'm more loving it.

Although u did object about it once, but now they have your support. Our support,our back to go through thick n thin . I'm crossing my finger, hopefully they choose the one of our favors. The permit given from Mama,was SUPERB sia. I feel like wanna make that as mine too,can? Hehe.

Well, I only left with 5days and everything has been smoothly not drain out. The impromptu plan like u know, both bacin-ness face to go breakfast with Ayah at thomson. hahaha. That was cute for me. No matter how bacin or slenge, i still love him, as he is the same FM that i knew in 09'.
The thing that shockened me was, ayah&ibu too gonna sent u. I'm totally speechless. It's like never in my 22yrs of living, they're like agreeing to everything. I'm blessed to have you as my parents. Dont stop supporting us ya?

This national service somehow or rather freaks me. As i heard from alot of party, saying that less time gonna be spent,less meet-up,less on everything and also some even say, they will intend to change their ways. MY GOD! I don't know whether i should trust any, but it does scare me u see. My everyday life has been always him,my family and his's. OH Allah, sememangnye andaian mereka itu betul, tunjukkanla hamba ke jalan yang betul dan tabahkan hati hamba mu ini. Amin.
But I believe that we both can go through every obstacle together. Not to give up easily, but find a solution out of it. I have faith & trust in him. So much of something that we wanna make it happen.

Everything has fall to its place slowly & i pray that it will not happen again L, please k. Please don't me hate you for your stupid mistake.Psss.. U know i always have u in my no.1 list and ILY soo much that it is indescribable.

And yah, please stop ur nonsense or stop asking people about what you wanna know. People might think u're just the BAD. Initially you are, so nothing new for you. But stop counting your bloody time for the day to come,IDIOT. No matter what people gonna say, u are still my no.1 fan in the HATE list. But no worries, not for life.Haha. Time will tell aite.