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- Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 4:33:00 PM
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- Tuesday, October 19, 2010 @ 10:34:00 AM
 I am very dissapointed with you. Very indeed. When I caught you for the first time, I loose my respect on u. Like seriously. By all mean, u can said Im entering in ur personal life, but i dont think so i am. If it is for the better, I would do anything to make it complete and wont let it go out of the way half way through. I really can't believe what I heard from her. U ditch her cause of your own selfishness. U can ditch that someone who is the most precious thing on earth over someone who fucking nothing gotta do with you. OMG! I can't believe it man! Someone whom I respect,someone whom I always have time to talk to, someone who has been my medicine for everything. Because of that fucking cyber thingy, you go way out of hand. Are u insane or something? Did u know wad u did is sooo wrong? Did u know that?? How could u pester someone to say things which is not suppose to? Wad could be other initials for 1 4 3 if its not I LOVE YOU? SHIT! I didn't know that it would really go to this etreme! And I didn't expect this to happen at all cause all the while, I have always put u to the top,in the end, this is wad I get from you?! You're succha heartless person whom not thinking of the working woman who support behind your back,who help you as much as she can although she's a nag. You didn't pay your bill and now it comes to the extreme amount which u can't afford to pay. Who would you turn too? Now, she won't know, but sooner or later,she will. She has been the bestest person I knew for the past freaking years. Who did u called all the while? I dun think so its her. Or maybe, its not even her!! Please la, u're sick, u know that!! Personal matters much it seems?! Personal matter my foot!! All i know, i wanna make things better. I wanna wake up your dead mind which is not even functioning good,bt instead jeopardize every single thing. She didnt know now,and she will never know it at all. I dun wanna see her cry. Hurt much for the past,no more for the presence. AND YOU, PLEASE DON'T MAKE US PUSH YOU FURTHER BECAUSE OF THIS ONE STUPID REASON IT SEEMS! I really missed the old you. I really missed having laughters,talks together with you. I really do love you as much as forever, please don't go to your old ways. I dun wanna get seperated with anybody. * cried * |
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- Monday, October 18, 2010 @ 10:45:00 AM
     My ever SUNDAY has always been a fabolous one!! My weekends for the past few weeks was totally awesome. It is like a DOUBLE date to make the bond so close till now, and hopefully till future. I'm always praying the best n the bestest for us. I really dragged myself from bed in the morning. And Saturday, I had my training n I slept late. tiring heeelll! Headed to JB,to my uncle Rock place. We called him Uncle Rockers cause of his voice. HAHA. Eh wrong, it supposed to be Atuk Rockers. It's been ages since I last taste kampung food. Mee Rebus,Nasi goreng with long beans,kampung chicken,all of it is a home made! Marvellousssssss & delicious...I ate 4pcs of the chicken. Da tak bole angkat! haha My uncles & aunties & farhan is with us. So it's a great bonding there. His house was seriousy gerek gile! Kampung style was never bored, it has always been a great experience. At least now i know is i still have someone out from Singapore,haha. And MB can change wadever he needs with my Atuk for his baby. My Atuk was a great n skill man. I enjoyed my day and Im back at 2plus morning. MB was tired, so am I. I can really enjoyed myself,spending my time with my families and HIM around although i can be very very tired, i try not to show. Im glad that he came in my life. Hopefully this bond would last cause I dun wanna loose it. Thanks to u, thanks to ibu.
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JS - Officially Missing You - Tamia (cover) - Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 10:40:00 PM
MB,this is for you. From: BG |
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- Tuesday, October 12, 2010 @ 11:16:00 PM
 OMG!! I just found this!! How cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! |
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- @ 10:52:00 PM
"There are so many people out there who will tell you that you can’t. What you’ve got to do is turn around and say “watch me”." |
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- @ 9:57:00 PM
       Its only Tuesday, but days has been passing by soo quickly. I felt like as if I performed yesterday cause the tiredness still occur around me. Nevertheless, i still enjoyed.
Thanks to the TEAM for making me official. Well dancing has been my liking when I was small, but sadly that was like 6years ago n to dance is soooooo freaking aching the whole leg,but its OK now. Which means i do have muscle.WAKAKA. Muscle terus, but i think I'm reducing abiiiitttt jeee! LOL! I was supposed to blog this yesterday but never too late. It's because of my sister who promised to give me the lappy by 10, but HARAM! I fall asleep while waiting. BNJ session with my masham boy after work yesterday was FUN. Macam like jakun tak pernah makan ice cream. HAHAH. At least he MAKE my day, i mean everyday he makes my day,but yesterday was much more fun. Get ourself a Dbl Brownie n shared. Released abit cause I'm tempting to eat it n like taadaaa! No matter how selekeh u are, i'm still the bestest,so dun try to be like me. OOPPSSS! |
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- Sunday, October 10, 2010 @ 10:14:00 AM
 Remember the karaoke session?? U let everything out, but now everything has been settled down. I can be your shoulder to cry on ,on everything although sometimes people said they need friends to lean on. Well GF can did it too. It is just a matter of whether you know how to play part as a friend in your relationship. Things can get easier. :) U have your own place to stay soon and I can clean it up for you,ok MB? Having dinner with your family was great!! Great as ever. Although I'm tired after a half day of work and hard day of training, Papa was sucha savior to fetch me from training. How sweeeet!! Appreciated much for the food. Delicious sia! Hahahaha. What I observed things around us has changed and it has been the bestest n great ever. Both of us has been through a hell shit last time, the bad mouth of peoples, the hatred, the past n etc. I guess that is a challenged for us to be strong till now. Sesungguhnyer I bersyukur atas segala yang berlaku. Memang betul kate pepatah, mesti ade udang di sebalik batu. Sudah di tunjukkanya sekarang. Amin. All of it is just a matter of time and now it prove everything. Today is my performance and Im awake early! Nope, not semangat but nervous. Im gonna re-cap the steps back at home with the bloody heels. like Sien ah! HAHAHA Hopefully my GF is coming. BF is coming,parents might be coming too. whao!! :) |
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- Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 12:40:00 PM
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- @ 12:00:00 PM
 Hey Mr Bf , I just wanna tell you this. I'm glad tat u shared your problems with me. Well, sacrifices sometimes are just meant for someone which is not worthwhile as they love her much. Since u're gonna be with the Government soon, which I dun wanna remind myself when is the DATE, you have to learn to be independent. We shall visit them on weekends. I'm still here for you, and nope, I'm not leaving you just because of this. I'm still here, and I stay. I won't leave you for some unvalid reasons my dear. I knew you suchha strong person inside you & I know you can through this. We go through this together. The hardship, the happiness & joys. Just remember, they love you as much as her. They sacrifice for her now, who knows sooner or later, it will be ur turn. You won't know n please don't hate them for what they're doing. I love this relationship & I love you much From : MS GF It seems that my blog has been abit dusty due to the busy schedule I had I'm super busy this week cause Im gonna have a performance tomorrow @ Bukit Batok I have been having my training this week everyday after work. EXHAUSTED hell! Well, thanks to my GF(Tashayang) for getting this dance for me through her friend. A new friend I made, June is her name. She is succha nice dancer and I envy her. hahaha Its been 6 years since I last dance, My god! the first 2 days the whole leg cramped!! But now,it is better. :) Reducing my fat soon. :))))))))) And thanks to BM too for sacrificing his eyes to sent me thru and for. Love ah bie mach mach!! Gonna have my training after work today till nite. Hopefully I wont be nervous tomorrow. hahaha. Kental!!
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- @ 11:52:00 AM
HAPPY 11 MONTHS TO US & still counting.....
Baby, i love u much more each time on our month-sary n soon anniversary. Thanks to you who have been thinking that we're not gonna make this far. Thanks for all the critism saying that our 3-4months r/s is still new n nothing compared to yours last time Well, the flow life of urs has not been what u expected cause you curse & say people much till you did not see urself instead in the mirror. Hopefully life will pick up on you n u shall GET A LIFE soon. Sayonara. |
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- Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 6:01:00 PM
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- @ 4:33:00 PM
"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free." |
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- @ 4:31:00 PM
"When we first met, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. I didn’t have the time or energy, and I wasn’t sure that I was ready for it. But you were so good to me, and I got swept up in that. And little by little, I found myself falling in love with you."
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- Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 10:37:00 PM
     Aweeesome Weekends!! My Sat&Sun has been great ever. I'm only left with 1month 5days and i felt like it is gonna come soon. VERY soon! But anyways, spending the time with you has been the GREATEST thing in my life. Our Saturday was spent at Sentosa. Before which, we have cheked in @ RE! Hotel for a night.I simply loved the room as it is a theme room and absolutely a nice view. The total cost that we deposited was $350. In return, we'll get $100 upon check out.The money just *pff* like that.It was supposed to be a superior room but it was left with none, so we took the Deluxe room. Just nice for the 2 of us :D Before we head to Sentosa, we got our self a light lunch. Both of us were starving like nobody business. Got to Starbucks to get our lunch. Once reach Pahlawan Beach, we get ourself tanned at Sentosa, but i think he got himself burnt!Cause I forgot to bring the Suntanned lotion.So,indirectly it means we both got our self black! HAHAHA. Afterwhich we headed back to the hotel to get our fully rest. I was back late on Friday night as things are not meant to happened, it happened but it is still FINE as ever now,half day work on Saturday and off to our plans. I was exhausted physically, but I'm indeed a-happy-fat gerl inside cause nothing else is the best compared to you. The next morning, we had Macdonald breakfast in the hotel. Siap ngan delivery sekali. haha. We checked out at 1pm and off straight home as we need to accompany ibu to her friends gathering Raya. Cool kan! Orang tua pun ade gathering. Canggih sekali! But eventually the impromptu Sunday turns out be GREAT as ayah is back and we can get Ayah to sent us instead of taking cab. Save duit! *fuuuh* But Ayah suggested that Farhan accompany him to my uncle's 1-year old daughter's birthday and I accompanied Ibu to her friends thingy. I was like "waadddd...." I was damn shocked! Bloody shocked! And the plan stays as it is. I didn't know that you both started to like him and wanna bring him along. Alhamdullilah. I didn't expect it to turns out like this but i'm glad. So Ayah fetch me & Ibu and off we went to get our home toiletries. Since ibu too wanna find her stuffs, then we 3 alight at Seng Siong and started shopping the toiletries. Ibu made my day by laughing and talking to him... Im stunned and speechless. Undescribable feeling i had at that point of time. After which we had our dinner together and off home. I love this 2 days very much. I get to spent my time with u & my family with you around. I love them loads loads loads! P/S: Sorry if i can't anymore with you that day. Maybe the momentum ran away yesterday but it takes time i guess. Hopefully. U know wad i mean? I love you as the way you are,not what you are. I prayed that next year will be a GREAT one fer us.
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