Its Saturday & I'm at home the whole day. And yes, I'm rotting cause my masham boy is not here as he have to work. I missed him pretty much.

I had a nice, short n simple conversation with my GF yesterday night. Idk somehow or rather, i feel like we can be as we used too be before. Late night random talks, talked for hours. Since everyone is working, they have their own time with their specific someone or friends. All i can do was pray for the best. Hey Nyah, u promised us that once u start working, we're off to do/go somewhere which i can remember whay. Are u still fulfilling it?

My life has been the usual thing. The mood of raya is just still there. HAHA. This is the last week of Raya mah.

Didn't know that time was pretty fast for us. We're coming to a year soon and things happened. Well,if its not repeating, i won't give a damn. Everyone wants the best of the best. I am still getting butterflies whenever i'm around you. IDK why. Still stays the same.

Apart of this, I do miss u gerls soo much. I missed having the EVERYTHING thingy with u. And for u, I knew u're stronger as ever. U're patience as ever. And I bet everything happen for a reason.

I love u all truck loaddddddssssss!

"I like cute guys. not necessarily the hottest guy, but the one that’s clumsy and crazy and always makes me smile. You know what I mean? Like he might not be Abercrombie potential, but he still has all my attention. No, not in the show-off type of way, but in the I’m-totally-cool-with-who-I-am kind of way. Like, he can smile at me and I know we were meant for this, for us. It would be like, he wouldn’t always know what to say and when to say it, but he would want to. because sometimes caring enough to try is enough. And for us it would be. He’d be spontaneous, always doing something I would have never expected would make me fall in love. The kind of guy that is so proud to be yours. The kind that has an amazing family that you feel at home with. You know, the kind of guy that is your best friend, but the only person you could ever see yourself with at the same time. He would love me for everything I am, for real, not just say it like everyone else always does. He would mean it and I wouldn’t have to think twice to know he was telling the truth. And maybe we’d be exact opposites, but that would make our relationship great. Working at it. Because without the work, it wouldn’t really be worth it."

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I missed sleeping overs. I missed your masham batal. I missed your ketiak to sleep. And I misses everything about you now. Dun let it come too soon caused Im gonna missed everything. Soob.

You came to this world with empty hands and also will leave this world with empty hands. Nothing is yours.

When I’m with you, I act different. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don’t have to pretend everything is okay when it’s really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don’t feel hurt and alone when I’m with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You’re easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don’t have to worry about holding back with you. I don’t feel self conscious. I don’t ever feel insecure or sad. you show me that you really do care, and you’re not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you I’m different. With you, I’m happy.

A sweet lady whom I never expected to be a friend of mine. Never to the extend that I thought we could actually talk to each other. Say I'm insane, say I'm crazy, but all I know we both never meet before, but just a MSN thingy. Wad makes us talk is just a topic of YOU. Didn't know that you were succha bitch for a long time. CONGRATS!
Anyways, I can't say much cause we never getta chance to meet each other. She's busy with her stuff, and Im busy with mine. Insyaallah I'm dropping by to her crib with Farhan.
Must be wondering who?
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She is Lina, Farhan's Ex GF. She's the only EX that i talked to. Thanks babe. U make my day at times. Miss ya!