THE "LOVE DRUG"
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- Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 2:40:00 PM
THE "LOVE DRUG" |
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"The mini surprise that touched me" - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 10:18:00 AM
  SURPRISE!!!!A gift from the BF!! I was damn shocked when i received it. Cause in the first place i thought it is for some vessel or any personal items for the office. But it stated my name at the invoice. I'm totally speechless. A gift of fresh sunflower. I love sunflower lots lots! I don't know whether I can make it live long. But i will try. hehe Letak kat rumah confirm plus chop MATI! and I dun want it to die so sooon. But instead i place it at my desk. I'm loving you sooo much. More surprises. I dun wanna wait fer it. Surprise me as much as u can. U always never fail to make me smile again n again. Thanks ahbie. |
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Something funny i saw there.... - Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 2:25:00 PM
I wonder why some people out there just don't know how to blend the foundation and their skin? Its like fucking ugly la. Muke putih gomak, leher gelap! hahahahah.
ok tts all for now. :) I just feel like blogging just that only. Ok mepek! |
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"The Weekends" - Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 11:47:00 AM
    Weekends was AWESOME although I'm tired & restless. I have been going out since last week. Be it I'm working or my off day. And I'm supposed to be at home cause im grounded by my parents, but my butt never let me too. haha. Sorry Ayah & Ibu. Literally spending the day everyday with baby. Since things are getting better, he never fail to sent & fetch me from work. He is always trying his best to be like how we used to be last time. No matter what, I love you like always. Im working as usual on Saturday, and he sent me to work. I waited for baby at Serangoon and off we went to Tampines. Was supposed to watch movie but I insisted. I don't have the mood. IP Man 2 we watch my DVD ok bby? So we get LJS for our lunch and off we went to IKEA. Since he said he wanna grow old with me, he wants to be the best husband.hahha. How cute! We were talking as if we're married and wants this and that for OUR house. All I know, insyaallah if we were to get married, we will have 3 kind of colours. Black,white & bloody red. WHAO! Macam paham, but who knows right. And suddenly he asked me about engagement. I asked : " Why u asked that kindda qs?" He said : " Nuth. Just asking." He smiled. He said again : " U know i was talking about this to Mama and Papa. And they said kalau nak ikat lama2, puas ati kahwin terus" And I just smiled. I got no comments. I'm speechless. Insyallah k baby. And tell ur sister, thanks for forgiving me. I appreciated it big time. So bring me home for dinner since she asked u too. I think things will get better sooner or later. Sesungguhnya aku rasa lega after this thing was done which it was supposed to be done way back. I thought i will be home early, but I'm not. 5plus morning then im home. Sorry ayah! Baby, the ballons is cute. Thanks. |
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"The Msg" - Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 11:18:00 AM
" things happen and i don't need time to settle my stuff. I just need you to be my side cause without u life is gonna be much harder to walk through "
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Once bitten, twice shy... - Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 10:32:00 AM
" I have spent almost 20yrs of my life with parents and kakak, 17yrs with adeq & 13yrs with baby. And i wana spend a lifetime with you. Maybe you dun love me as much as before. But I wanna tell you that i still do. I wanna be with you. I wanna take care of you. And if I were to die, I want you to know that i die but my heart is just for you. Ahmie, I'm really sorry for what I've done. The thing that I regret the most is to leave you. U once told me that my thinking doesn't suit my age. But maybe I was pressured by so many people that i self destructed and took away from my life the most the most valuable thing. That is you. I love you and I don't wanna leave you ever again."
Thanks for the sweet morning. Please dun dissappoint them again Farhan. |
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The CLUMSY day, yet enjoyable one! - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 3:10:00 PM
 Farhan has been nice to sent me to work early in the morning without his bike. So, he is sending me by public. So while I'm on my way reaching work, i was searching for my phone. and guess wad? ITS NOT INSIDE MY BAG, which means that it is left at home. Our suggestion was to ex-change hp for the day. Oh ya! it's my mother's birthday today but she ruined part of my day. Caused i asked her to pass the phone to my baby, but she insisted and asked me to take it myself. So so so, i'm left with no choice but to get back home!! And Farhan sent me back home and sent me back to work by bike. hahahahaha. It is such a "kelakar" day fer US which acually drag it till my work place. Since today is his off day, he fetched me at work too. We didn't plan to watch movie but suddenly it strikes us to watch any to kill the time. "The Last Song" was such a movie. Both of us cried, mcm mane cakap? hahha. Emotional la! He kept kissing my cheeks and said the 3 lovely words to me. I dunnoe why, but i just smiled. Well, too bad. You suggested to watch with him. Well, wad can i say. :) "Let me grow old with you. Let me prove to you that I will not leave you again. Let me convince you that I love you. And I miss you already" ( That was totally random msg from him and it was right after he sent me back home. Weird? )
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There's no 2 but the only 1. - Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 2:11:00 PM
Hopefully whatever decision that u made, you won't regret it. and Yes, i'm not the one fantasizing, but its just you and only YOU. For just one date makes it a hell difference to you. Whatever supposed to be done,has been done. Without me getting involved, but instead the BF. I'm no one to stop him. He can bullshit about me to you, but he came back to me. Wad does that mean? I guess you have to ask him yourself. Tell your friends that I'm not the ex-GF u're referring too, but Im the GF aite. Thanks. :) I'm counting the days. Be back soon. I'm missing the late night talk with u. i pray every night that things will work out as the way it has to be at first. Please la, for once i just wanna lead a normal relationship with my BF. With you in the picture, it makes a HELL out of it.
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i LOVE you like the old times - Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 4:06:00 PM
 Thanks Ahbie... |
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Gravity - Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 2:26:00 PM
I know that you still haven’t found you,
And when I wanna stand on my own too Suddenly you start to show Signs of what is possible Then you’re back to your ways And I let me down Tell me why I keep tryin’a stay around When all my family They always telling me To be through with you And I know that deep down I’m callin’ time on you Every time I’m ready to leave Always seem to be Pullin’ in the wrong direction Divin’ in with no protection Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong Oh gravity Pullin’ me back Pullin’ me in Why you pullin’ me back Pullin’ me in Just like gravity I know I betrayed but I’m made to Ignore the universe when I see you Cause every night the stars will shine Verging into U-turns times Anythin’ that they can just to change my mind When I pass your road I can’t help rewind What is wrong with me? All that I wanna be is Through with you And I know that deep down I’m callin’ time on you Every time I’m ready to leave Always seem to be Pullin’ in the wrong direction Divin’ in with no protection Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong Oh gravity Pullin’ me back Pullin’ me in Why you pullin’ me back Pullin’ me in Just like gravity Gravity Stop pulling me Gravity Be quiet, let me leave, let me go Don’t say another word Cause with every sound You’re pullin’ me down Baby, You got a hold on me Like gravity Every time I’m ready to leave Always seem to be Pullin’ in the wrong direction Divin’ in with no protection Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong Oh gravity Pullin’ me back Pullin’ me in Why you pullin’ me back Pullin’ me in Just like gravity |
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I like it this way - Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 2:15:00 PM
I had a worth spending time with you.
Share the same thoughts together, and never fail to make each other smile. How tired i can be, by seeing your face will always makes me forget on how tired i can be at work. Letting it out to u, makes me feel such calm that somehow i know that u're there to listen the same shits again n again. Boy, dun try so hard cause u're gonna hurt urself. Nothing that u did gonna impress me now. Give me time and i shall see how u endure the days without me. But it seems to me that u can't cause i can see its hurting u inside. I can't bare to see u like this but, U've hurt me much that i dun feel the ur pain. Your empty promises meant nothing to me now, but let me tell you, you will be sorry for yourself for making me feel this way. I love you as always. No one else can be compare to u. |
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My senses are not meant for your lies - Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 4:07:00 PM
 You were such a good boy this few days cause u know you feel that i hardly care about you now
You were playing the game that you think i can't play better. You are such a liar and will always be. And lastly, don't ever try to test my limitations, cause u will regret it. You ruined my morning and you will never fail to disappoint me. I acted as if i'm fine cause i'm off to work the later part. Wad u can said was just sorry sorry & sorry. And then, do it, do it, do it again. And YOU, will never fail to come in the picture. Be it the start till now. Since you want him soo much, by all mean,i'm letting him go fer u. But make sure he stays with u, and dun let him beg to me back cause i know he would. Seriously, after what u have done to me, i'm still here staying, and hoping everything will be as it before. I'm giving you the whole lot of time in the world now, but dun u ever regret it. Cause thing can just stays the same from the outisde, and not in the inside. |
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Mother's Day & Karaoke - Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 3:42:00 PM
    09/05/10 - Happy Mother's Day!!! The family gathering at my aunty's place was just a bizarre! We just can't stop laughing,taking pictures & karaoke. And my Grandmother is there too. Such a wishful & bliss speech from his children makes her feel so touched. Awww.. * i cried fer awhile* Emotion strikes me for awhile. Suddenly there was a blackout! Too much fuse we used that day. Da mcm makan kat seoul garden. haha! I had such a wonderful family day!!!!! And Yes bie, i know it. U always said that alot of times. 10/05/10 Well, Monday supposed to strike Monday Blues. BUT I had way lots of work to do. I've been sitting at ma bloody deck for almost half of the day! I'm supposed to go back straight cause i'm tired but ma GF never failed to make my day. We're going for karaoke!!! Yipee!! And as usual, i just put my phone in my bag. But it just can't stop ringing. Be it msg or call. Who else right? I dunnoe wad's wrong with him tt day that he just keep beeping me. U're worried bie? Dun worry, u yourself said, i'm a grown up and u know i can take good care of myself more than u do. Anyways Farhan, u have been looking forward to meet me huh? Like the old times. :) |
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Our Honeymoon Period - Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 12:51:00 PM
   Its our 6-monthsarry! Told ya we're gonna have lots of fun! and we did! "The Back-Up plan" movie make our day! We really spend the day together, its like, its has been such a long time since last we met. He's been looking forward to watch IP Man 2 with me. Soon ok baby! Although how tired u are, you won't tell me the truth. The way u look at me just never fail to make me feel permanent butterflies around me. I know at times u're such an idiot, but, u know i'm always here for u,forgiving everything. Things will change for better. I love you bie! |
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You're just the only one. - Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 3:19:00 PM
"You never failed to do this umpteen times. Easy to say I love you, but Silence will just answer all. U know that my love stay the same as always. You don't have to said it alot of times to remind me. I care thats why I asked. No matter what, Im giving u the old me back if it makes u feel happy.
There's no one begging nor stay for sympathy here. We are what we are right now. Stay low cause thats what u've been wanting. SHE is your FRIEND, and i'm your GIRLFRIEND. I thank you for being with him. Appreciate it. Especially this time round when I'm nt being with him by his side when he needs someone badly. I love you as always, and please don't think that I'm running away from you. We're just far from distance, but nt the heart. U'll always be my wonderfully,goofy,addictingly,crazy,gorgeously & weird BF and I'm always ur sweet,silly & clumsy GF.No worries, there will be no more DRAMA involves. Trust me on this." |
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Case of The "Ex" - @ 3:07:00 PM
It's after midnight and she's on your phone
Saying come over cause she's all alone I could tell it was your "ex" by your tone Why is she callin' now after so long Now, what is it that she wants? Tell me what is that she needs? Did she hear about the brand new BenzThat you just bought for me? Cause ya'll didn't have no kids Didn't share no mutual friends And you told me that she turned trick when ya'll broke up in 08' Whatcha gon' do when you can't say no And her feelings start to show Boy, I really need to know and how ya gonna act? How ya gonna handle that? Whatcha gon' do when she wants you back? There's no need to reminisce bout the past Obviously cause that shit did not last I know how a woman will try to game you So don't get caught up because baby you'll lose Now what is it that she wants? Tell me what is it that she needs? Why she on the phone In the middle of the night? Why she in your life? Trying to get what's mine? She don't know me, she's about to know me i'm in your life that's how it's gonna be I seen her photo, she ain't even all that So if you want her back, you can take her back Cause game recognize game,I can do the same thing Get it right, change,Or take back this ring. |
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You're part of the list - Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 1:55:00 PM
 I WAS A LITTLE UPSET WHEN I SAW YOU WITH HER BUT THEN I LAUGHED CAUSE SHE WAS UGLY! |
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- @ 11:48:00 AM
 True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you but you still loves him. It's when he loves another, but you still smile and say "I'm happy for you.." Promises mean everything, but once it's broken. Sorry mean nothing. But one thing I'm sure, Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about. Some say holding on is what makes you strong, But sometimes it takes much more strength to just let go and move on. Just cause your eyes don't tear Doesn't mean your heart don't cry & just cause you comes off strong Doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. What do you do when the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it? I'm gonna smile like nothing wrong, talks like everything is perfect Act like its all dream, & pretend its not hurting me. |
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Weekends was a BIZARRE! - Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 2:38:00 PM
 My weekends was great! Unexpected so-call incident happened. It was supposed to be a tiring day fer me as after work on Friday night, I met Gegerl at Yishun for deco. Before that, I head to town with my colleague and we had dinner together. Start to decorate the walls, arrange the chairs & help abit on the cooking side. I'm exhausted as I went straight from work. I'm tiring as it can be!! But what to do, i'm helping a friend out. On Saturday, I'm supposed to meet Gegerl back at 7am,whereas the day before i reached home at 4.30am. I thought I'm nt gonna fall asleep, bt the matter of fact,I did. hahaha. And i woke up at 1pm!!!! I called Gegerl up and straight away off to the toilet. Get myself ready in a rush. In an hr time, i'm done and Ayah sent me. Lucky me Gegerl is nt mad at me. After done with everything, we clear the mess and packed all the stuffs in the lorry, and off to our store at Kallang. After which, we head for supper at Bedok Corner. But i dun have the appetite to eat, nt sure why. But i grab a few spoons of mee hoon. I was shocked to see the time was 11. Abg Ikin, Gegerl's brother sent me to Gegerl's plc instead and get myself clean up. Im damn bloody sticky and can't stand anymore. We chill and watch movie. There was a surprise!! We're back together!! Official as it used to be and i'm liking it. I'm telling the facts here. We agreed to got thru this together and make a new change to it. We met after like 2weeks and we hugged tight. We really do missed each other hell much! He fetched me and bought for us Kinder Joy. It reminds him when he accident, and I bought this chocolate just to cheer him. Sounds kental to me, but it means alot to him. :p I'm loving him like no one else can ever love him. He's actually trying his best to tell everything he could, even if its about that call. Alhamdullilah, I'm glad we finally manage to pick up the pieces and it just took me 2 weeks to settle for the best. And he's trying to make things work out good and better this time. AMIN. |
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