Its been quite sometime since I last blog abt ma thingy. Myself. My Life. My friends. My family. My Everything.
Everything has been pretty good for the last few months. I miss ma GFs & Monyets soo much.
Miss bitching, gossiping. Everyone has their own shit to do. Working, going out with BF, spending time with the love ones ....
Mentioning about love one(s). Most of my friends, i mean majority of them are committed in a relationship. Not to mention days, months, years la. They are having their sweeeeeeta times eva. Ups and downs, they go thru together. I envy them sometimes. I wonder when is the right time for the right person to come in ma life. I do missed being love, cuddle. Missed something to argue about. The fights, crying moments. Its like E V E R Y T H I N G.
After what happened in ma past,I'm just so afraid to fall again. All that im falling with is either sooner or later, ma feelings will fade.. or maybe I'm just giving them HOPE that one day, i hurt them. I am just way not ready for it. Its just not now.
But i do have dreams too. Dream to be a beautiful bride for the most memorable day of my life.
Well.. dreams are meant to come true. Insyaallah.
NOW i'm just leading ma own life without hesitate. Going to work every single day is ma routine and responsibilities. Helping ma dad when he's in need. And as fer my mum, we are just not good now, and dun wish to talk about it. And my sister is away to KL fer 5days 4 nights. MISSED HER! And also, everyday there is somebody that makes me happy in whatever ways. I just have to appreciate it and dun hope too much. But the feeling is NICE. I just wanna stay the wae as how it is now till forever, can?
ok then. Im done.
Im going karaoke later after work with his colleagues.
Have FUN people! Karaoke-ing session!
muackz!
Everything has been pretty good for the last few months. I miss ma GFs & Monyets soo much.
Miss bitching, gossiping. Everyone has their own shit to do. Working, going out with BF, spending time with the love ones ....
Mentioning about love one(s). Most of my friends, i mean majority of them are committed in a relationship. Not to mention days, months, years la. They are having their sweeeeeeta times eva. Ups and downs, they go thru together. I envy them sometimes. I wonder when is the right time for the right person to come in ma life. I do missed being love, cuddle. Missed something to argue about. The fights, crying moments. Its like E V E R Y T H I N G.
After what happened in ma past,I'm just so afraid to fall again. All that im falling with is either sooner or later, ma feelings will fade.. or maybe I'm just giving them HOPE that one day, i hurt them. I am just way not ready for it. Its just not now.
But i do have dreams too. Dream to be a beautiful bride for the most memorable day of my life.
Well.. dreams are meant to come true. Insyaallah.
NOW i'm just leading ma own life without hesitate. Going to work every single day is ma routine and responsibilities. Helping ma dad when he's in need. And as fer my mum, we are just not good now, and dun wish to talk about it. And my sister is away to KL fer 5days 4 nights. MISSED HER! And also, everyday there is somebody that makes me happy in whatever ways. I just have to appreciate it and dun hope too much. But the feeling is NICE. I just wanna stay the wae as how it is now till forever, can?
ok then. Im done.
Im going karaoke later after work with his colleagues.
Have FUN people! Karaoke-ing session!
muackz!
