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** New people in my life now ** - Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 11:15:00 AM

Sleeeply mode!
Im at werk now.
I only getta 1-1/2hours to sleeeeeeeeeeeppp!!

Grrgh!! Ngantuk sey...........
From Thurs till yesterday tuurut2 balik lambat..NArie tak tahu pulak.
Power nap jap at home.
Malam kalau dorang picit, ape lagi.... leeepaaakk lagi.
HA Ha HAAAA!!
and this pic below is HAFIZ which i previously post about!

This is Echal.. Both are nice people to be with..
But idk......hahahahah.
EH! Kecoh eh!
NIe sumpah takde nasi kang kang.
Nie nasi mate siot!! wakaka.
Ok fiza diam jeee.....

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*** im stucked****** - Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 5:27:00 PM

Yup yup people! Im back to blog. It feels like soo long since i last blog.
First of all, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin (lum basi lagi la eh? haha). And Syikin thanks for the card. It really reminds me of the old times sia. Time zaman2 primary school. Tak miss eh nak kasi card raye kat members! LOL.

Hari Raya was absolutely awesome. The first day was so call kindda tiring for me although its like a few houses that can be covered, but still penat. The food that makes me tired agaknye. And also i just getta know my adik sedare hisap rokok eh. SHOCKED sia cause he's my mother side so i thought he abit kwai kwai want lah. BUt it turns out to be not!

Anyways im looking forward to Raye with the Monyets. I took officially off for that day just to kuar with u all but i cant confirm now cause i dunnoe whether im bringing my friend ke tak.Hehe. Will get u BABIES inform ok.

After Hari Raya, my everyday routine was just the same. Pegi keje besarkan buntut. Takde keje rilek pastu balik then besok keje and so forth. Too relaxing untill i can be damn sleepy. But luckily i have a kecoh & mepek colleague like myself too. Caca is her name and can u imagine first day keje then dah ex-change hp. Macam mane cakap? haha. Kecoh wai! Just because she love slide-phone. LOL

Its kindda awhile since last i club so i hit DBL O last Thursday wit the bodyguards. Just the 3 of us and we can really make a DAY although it can be soooooo random! Very kecorable! Tak padan lelaki eh dorang! haha. Usual meet up at Yishun, then went to Ming Arcade then proceed to DBL O. Hell im super high & tipsy ok! Its like all of a sudden, macam ramai nah my friends hit DBL O that nite. LIke champion drink here and there, cukup tyme high doooh! haha. But maseh bole maintain, pakai wedges nyee pasal. IMAGE MAINTAIN DOOH! LOL
I really had a fabulous time and i enjoy my day!

OK..
Another thing is that..
Lately, there's this guy getta know me and his name is Echal.
Here is how the story goes.
Macam repeated things happen eh.
WAHDUH!
Soo ok...
Our so call first meet up, Echal and his friend, HAfiz fetch me at my werking place.
Hafiz drive and we head for dinner.
Thats when i know this 2 guys. Still so new but i'm really comfortable to be around them.
So call they welcome a FRIEND to a group and never make me feel awkward.
So the 2nd meet up, we hit geylang with one of the GF, Sheila.
3rd meet up and so forth..
There's one particular time when im rotting at work that i msged Hafiz randomly.
And when he never reply, i just give him a call.
We talked on the phone for a while and i thought thats it la.
Just for today.
The next day, 3 of them - Shahrul,Echal & Hafiz went to O Bar and i did not tag along cause i had my plans with the bodyguards the following Thurs so i did not want my body so call to "overdose".
So basically, i didnt disturb Echal and let him enjoy.
The very next morning, i received a msg from HAfiz saying "Good Morning"
I replied without hesitate.
So the next question is : "Why u're not asleep? Thought u guys enjoy party last nite?"
He replied : " I cant sleep. Im thinking of somebody.LOL"
"You're thinking of Mery (his current Ex) is it? Howw sweeet...."
"NO! Mery is the history and now is the future the legacy. What if i said that im thinking of you. wad would you do?"
I wasnt freaked out cause i know this 2 guys which i hang out with are not-the-serious type kinnda person. So literally i was just saying "jgn nak mepek lah" wadever lah and bla bla bla..

But but but.................
It turns out that he confess he do have the liking on me (FYI: I knew Echal first then i knew him).
I was damn shocked!!
He was saying that its not wrong to confess if u like that somebody.
I agreed with that.. but..
OK nevermind.
Hafiz told me not to tell Echal anything regarding this cause he himself will tell him.
But the only thing that he told him was he is just keeping in touch with me thats all FULLSTOP.
How abt the confession? - He didnt.

Few days later, Echal confess the same thing.
Amacam cakap eh???????????
I seriously did not DO anything sia!
The story is basically similar like the "abang adek" case.
Im stucked now!
Can somebody help me??
I ask few of my friend about this matter, and he always said the same thing.
The thing they said "kau buat pe jee ngan dorang nie sampai bole jadi macam nie!"
Ape siaa....
I SUMPAH never do anything sey.

The main thing is that, NOW hafiz did not know that Echal had confess this matter to me.
After all this thing happen, we lepak the 3 of us yesterday!!!
I dun make it damn awkward fer sure.
I acted normal but sampai bile kan.
This is only the beginning sia...
DOwn the road, macam mane cakap eh?

When i reached home which is at 5plus (now im at werk. time check:0928hrs) this morning, i msged Hafiz.
So the msg turns out to be like when is the time for us to meet whereas Echal will know every single thing where Hafiz go and stuff....
Both of them can't get loose with each other.
Mesti KETAT dan STICK seperti glue!

When i give another thought, i just see how's the flow. But Im knowing 2 person at the same time which are FRIENDS. And i mean CLOSE FRIENDS!
gaaawaaaatttttttttt!!!

I really need HELP sia!!
I'm having mix feelings right now. This point of time!!
Semalam aku mimpi aku dengan HAfiz, macam mane eh??
Whereas actually i was msging him while im dozzing off...
GRRggghhh!!

AKu madan situation gini jeee....
PENAT wai!

Should i just be friends with them?
Or choose one of them?
Or let go both?
All i know i dun wanna loose what we had from the start which is FRIENDS!

Kecoh arrrrrr!!!!!

HELP hElp! ToLong toloNG!!
I really need somebody to tell me wad to do.
Dulu ade Tasha, sekarang aku sorang!!

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**outings with the MONYETS* - Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 1:00:00 PM

Im at work! and i feel damn sleepy right now..... i had plans for today...
But it seems like kindda screw up some of it..
I'll get it updated soon aite......

12/09/09 - Saturday

Iftar was hell great.
Luckily i l came down for the gathering after work and the only thing i miss is the makan session but its ok. I had mine while on the way thou.
I still had my long-lost laugh like after so long.
Thanks to the MONYETS! Awesome time with the guys after iftar.
We went to Marina Square for bowling session.
Last minute Tasha didnt catch up with us, she have to go home. Father nagging already!
hee.
And another this that's hilarious is that Haikel played Para Para at the arcade while waiting for the bowling session. and i cant believe that he do well for it till stage cleared! kepale otak dier ar! suspect joget kat DBL O macam gitu kot! i really couldn't stop laughing! Join the guys at arcade was super damn funny! I video-ed Haikel dancing the Para2. When i reached home, i still can't stop laughing looking at it.LOL!
And lastly i reach home at 4 this morning! Can u believe that and i have to work at 8am later?!!
No matter what, i still had a wonderful time!!
Thanks u all!!
I really appreciate it so much.
SYG u all many2! XOXO

and please eh, aku bukan janda Arep eh! haha

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TIME CHECK : 2023hrs - Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 8:22:00 PM

Hello peeps! Im at werk still and i end at 10pm.
Nothing to do but im still loving it...haha..

My colleague ends her shift at 4pm just now and im left alone.
I'm trying to figure out how to put my pictures in this new computer in this new place..
So far so good, i can catch up with the work here.
Too much relax and too much still to learn.
But still suke.

Suddenly, i miss everyone.
Firstly is Tasha - I missed her making me laugh without fail with her random movements or whatsoever
2ndly - The MONYETS! - Too bad i can't join them for iftar but joining them abit later cause i end at 7pm. I really cant wait for that time. make me laugh there's no tomorrow ok!! haha
3rdly - the BODYGUARDS! - Aku miss korang tersangat!!! gue kangen si! Maybe we're meeting soon! Karaoke lagi peh!
4thly - I miss Nannie,Suhaily,Qila and also Miki (although kite tk pernah hang out 2gather2~)
Meet up soon gerls~~~~

Finally, dah takde orang lain aku miss cume.. Hmm.. adelah..
I keep it to myself would be better..
And MS Jaza, kate nyee nak iftar ngan aku, aku tgg punye tgg pun lu senyap... boring jeee
-_________-
Better get back to me ah! *bluekz*

Ok dah!

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**NEW HAIR! NEW WORK!** - Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 6:37:00 PM

Bye Harbber,Hi to OCC.

Well, basically today is my first day at work.
As far as im working for 7hours, the task is not as tedious as i thought.
haha. But overall, I find the work is much to my liking,furthermore its near,DAMN F**** near lah!
I loikee...
For the meantime, its only me and Liza(Caca - Sr colleague) is the permanent staff here.
Caca is from Aksi Mak Yoyo!haha.
Small world! And now im working with her whereas i saw her ourside few times tak tegur.
Co-incidence she's Lela friend too. VERY indeed small world!
Maybe looking forward for part timers so that we can take turns to leave.
The schedule here basically very flexible for me.
I love it and hopefully i'll stay long here then. Target for 6months first. hehe
Cause i wanna feel the increment first after 3months. Yipee!!

I feel sad now cause i can't join my MONYETS for iftar this 12 September cause i end at 7pm.
Hopefully they will not be going back fast cause might be im joining them after work.
RINDU MENYUNDAL DENGAN MEREKA. And the last met was Prata section and its superb!!hehe

Another new thing fer me is my hair.
And YES! I bloody perm my hair and i hate it now actually.
But majority said it was fine. Alhamdullilah.
And Em is the first person who saw it first,followed by Tasha (MMS.. Haha), Atikah&Wahid - one time go cause i bumped to them at Civic.
Wad a bad day! I know my hair buruk la sey!! Grrgh..
Tapi takpe, new hair for hari raya although like LION!

Thanks Em for accompanying me till i break my fast.
And also for the update stories!
Meet up soon ok!

I get frustrated cause this Hadi laling is getting to my nerve. I waited for him like the whole fucking day from yesterday till now cause he said he wanna meet.
And i guess the explaination gonna be the same.. -_________-

ok that's all.
When im free, i put my LION PHOTO ok!
** i miss the bodyguards!! meet up soon dudes**

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IT'S MA LAST DAY @ HARBBER... - Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 10:06:00 AM

Nie lah antare2 orang yang bekerja dengan aku.

This was taken when our office located at Kallang Pudding.

Itu dier, Mr Boss.. U guys should know la which one...

Well, my LAST day of working makes me feel soo reluctant to leave but Im left with no choice.

I really had a wonderful experience working with them although they're not much to my liking.

A wonderful boss i had actually cume kadang2 nie buncit menyakitkan hati jugak.

A pretty nice lady boss which i always seek on to about work.

And also for the rest, I really had an enjoyable time working with u all.

You all gonna be miss by me and I'll bring the memories back with me.

And Bie, we still be FRIENDS no matter aku dah berambus dari Harbber.

Also for the MONYETS, still do update me whatever event or plan being held although im not gonna be with Tasha every single day.

Suspect dier pun dah jelak tengok muke aku yang tak-cantik-perasan-cantik.

She never fail to make me laugh. hahaha.

OK then, thats all people.

I got a lil bit work left before i chao from here.

I try to make it for the iftar if ma new schedule working time doesn't clash ok!

Aku windu2 u all!

** Meeting my chinese GF,Vanessa @ CCK after work and also, Riduan..

** will update again...

* and also im doing ma hair tomorrow!1

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One Fine day... - Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 2:42:00 PM

hey hey... Ssssshh..ssshhhh..

Dun tell people,today im not fasting!!!!

WTH! No reason tau,just random.

Haiyoo.

Perut dah masuk makanan aru nak insaf.

ape la kau Fiza!

ok ok, just today jee ok!

*Pinky Promise*

The plan was cancelled last minute.

Baru aku nak tengok sape Si Jaza nie.

Ada Mandarin class la pulak.

Nvm next time.

Beh aku tak puase.

Oh eh, tkde mengena eh.hahaha

Aku actually buke,teringin nak makan kat Lucky Plaza,Nasi Ayam Penyet.

Seedaappp tau gado2 die..

Slurp2.

But tak jadi.

*bluekz*

Aftter washed up and do my prayers, I get maself ready to meet the Monyet boys at CWP.

And not forget ma GF too, tasha.

Tasha & Aki bought the tickets for us first before i meet them.

Movie : Final Destination 4

Whao! This movie really freak me out whenever the time each and everyone one of them gonna die. They really die in a scary way. Blood, intestine coming out. MA god! Gross!!!

I was just thinking, is there anyone one on this earth have that special thing, or maybe it can be called a special power?

Which u can predict someone gonna die at that particular moment.

*bulu roma aku naik*

Seraaam sei....

I was like having a thought of Doom's Day where this special someone can predict when & what time it gonne happen..

And that point of time, every human beings start to repent.

Being loyal, pray day and night, seek for forgivess to God.

Do good things, respect the elders.

But i guess its too late then.

ish!! Come to reality.

seram sejuk sendiri!

Anyways the night out was awesome with the Monyets. They never fail to make me laugh.

*smile wide2 sampai ke telinga*

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IT'S OVER BETWEEN US - Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 11:15:00 AM

Aku sumpah tengah stress cause there's no respond at the new working place cause at the same time I have tender my resignation letter for a week. Ade aku dah berhenti sini,sane tak dapat?? tak mampus??.. Haha.. But anyways, redha kan jee lah.. Wad to do.. *sigh*

There's something i need to share here. Bet some of u know wad is it regarding. Well, let me go straight to the point, me and him are officially off. I did not sound soo mean when i wanna end it,in fact i said i wanna meet him and we can see each other maybe for the last time, but he insist. He never tell me the reason why cause for him once break thats it, no more meeting up.

I was frustated cause i dun wanna end it in a you know,kental-way where talk on the phone and then, thats it BREAK!

Come on ok, as year goes by,we're getting old and we have our brains to think.

For sure I dun wanna this kindda, stranger thing occur between me and him.

I want us still,be friends cause from the start we started off as friends, and i dun wanna loose that. Takkan pasal benda nie terus putus persaudaraan kan? Macam mepek la.

*Sigh*

But at the same time, i can't force him. If he thinks thats the best for him, i respect his decision.

I felt a bit released after this thing is done.

I do LOVE him still, but is it LOVE in the first place?

No, its not. Its just plain crush.

And it ended up in a r'ship which goes no where.

Im doing this not to be selfish.

Im doing this for the sake of myself too.

I have to prove myself that i'm ready to get committed and love the person that is always there for me.

And for that, i have to love myself first.

And I'm sure when this time come, i'll be very happy and can't wait for the next step.

As for now, i have to search my own self,and gather it, to bring back MYSELF.

Im sorry for doing this to you.

I know u can't read this but i really mean it,Sorry.

I wont regret meeting u cause u made me happy once and i want it to last.

IF we're meant together, time will tell.

I'll pray u the best and may u get someone better in you life.

Better than me.

With love,

BumBum

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** New people in my life now ** - Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 11:15:00 AM

This is Echal.. Both are nice people to be with..
But idk......hahahahah.
EH! Kecoh eh!
NIe sumpah takde nasi kang kang.
Nie nasi mate siot!! wakaka.
Ok fiza diam jeee.....

*** im stucked****** - Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 5:27:00 PM

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**outings with the MONYETS* - Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 1:00:00 PM

Im at work! and i feel damn sleepy right now..... i had plans for today...
But it seems like kindda screw up some of it..
I'll get it updated soon aite......

12/09/09 - Saturday