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- Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 4:20:00 PM
happy belated birthday Tasha!! da 21 tau now,da old!! ahakz!!
Supposingly Monday should be a Monday blues fer me but its not ok! Kepale otak! Banyak per keje. I hate it la kan last minute order. Bodoh! bapak dorang nie semuer no brain agaknyer! tapi tkper, duit GST dah masuk k today PEOPLE!! SHOP LIKE MAD DOG!! haha GSS maseh ader kan..?? *wondering* |
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- Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 12:05:00 PM
I turn up for her Party with Kedondong. Well u guys know who la eh. Penaat giler la actually cause after work i didn't sleep ok, but tpu la. I do nap lah for 2hrs cause the previous day, i drp by the chalet because this MEGAN FOX asked me too! Pantat dier! Well, its not her fer REAL, she's my ex-GF, Emma. terkejut kan! Setelah sekian lame aku tak berlepak denganyer! haha. So aku turun lah,temankan dia, We so call drink lah,padahal today im working. haha. Acompanied by Yom's friend,Tasha,myself & Emma. The party turns out to be fine. I getta eat the satay,the cake!! yummy2.. ader hazelnut,seedaaap!! Hopefully she likes my gift, but sorry eh bie kalau kecik...Buy u a new pair ok?PROMISE! Bfdae gerl wear a maxi dress. Looks good on her cause i thought maxi dress is only for tall gerls, but im wrong la kan.haha.Thought of buying ar!! HEY!! duit GST nak dekat ok and my pay is soon! haha. We chat here and there, i left about 4plus 5. And yesh, i getta know this lady called Wati.Comel loteh orangyer! kecik sahajee.. hehe. U're cute babe! haha. God, fill her with happiness and no more sorrows cause she had enough of it. Im happy to see her now then before. Thanks to u for bringing Yom to her life. She's happier now than ever! Bless them for longevity and till marriage ok bie! haha ![]() she's the MEGAN FOX im referring too!haha ![]() picture with the bfdae gerl |
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- Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 4:46:00 PM
I got a lot of work la sey. Monday Blues some more! But i end up finished everything. Thank God! And also my eyes keep twitching lah non stop. Ader cakap tak cukup tido, ader cakap nak jumpe orang yang dah lame tak jumpe. Mane2 punye tafsiran yang aku nak ikut pun tak tahu. Haha Irrit tul sampai balik....!!! P/S : U called at last.. haha...Please dun cry over split milk ok. Just appreciate her presence for now. And for you, its really nice having the conversation yesterday. there's always something for us to talk although its random or the same old thing. haha.Kelakar la awak nie!haha
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- Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 1:09:00 PM
SATURDAY Congrats to Zaki's bro fer the wedding. Semoga berkekalan.I came with Kedondong,akmal & kenet. Looking forward to see the bride yang pernah menjadi kegilaan kedondong dan Akmal. sehingga kawan ku sengsara, tapi tkper sekarang dier happr giler! Get to meet the MONYETS at last after reunion gathering. It was soo much of laughter,candid shots here and camwhoring. I didn't getta chance to lepak with them, nak balik pasal si kedondong ader lah. Its because of YOU i bring him & pasal pengantin pun jemput.haiyoo. ![]() Supposingly wanna meet TATA. Dier kemane aku pun kemane.. Me sleeping PIG!
Well, Subur aru aku tersadar ok. Sibuk2 pi mandi pasal berlekit! betape pengotornyer la saye! So i had ma morning bath, drink hot chocolate and get back to ZZZZzzzzzzzz. Woke up at 11plus, had my so call breakfast. Hairi (Tata's broher) msged me. Ape lagi,ajak kuar lor furthermore im free. Met him at 5plus and we head to MArina Square to find someone's present. Mesti dier tahu saper! yalor.. you lor!! haha Head to Macdonald, while he's ordering the food,guess who i saw lah! Nasib aku pakai lense ok... I saw JAZA lah,this cutie pie! haha. With saper,tak perlu aku mention namenyer di blog aku la eh. No offend babe. At last aku nampak si Kenet nie!haha. After got my Caramel frappe, head to Esplanade. watch some live performance and chill around there. Its nice spending tyme with him, we talked about anything that came across our f*** mind lah! ketawe non-stop! pakcik pakcik! haha well, we board the train around 10plus. Once my destination reached, he gave a surprise hug lah. Kau tu dah terbantut,nasib baik aku takya jengket! thanks eh pakcik. I didn't expect that seriously.haha. P/S : Please let it end fast. Get rid of this stupid feelings.PLEASE LAH!! Im sorry for not informing you earlier but i knew i never promise meeting you up. |
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- Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 1:09:00 PM
![]() My previous post super sumpah irritating. I tried couple of times to make it smaller and tidier, but it just pop out the same! log in log out pon same! IRRIT TUL! Anyways, yesterday after work i met VIVI,NANNIE & UBHAi(bear) at civic. Supposingly im meeting my cousin but it so last minute that i changed my mind cause their meeting point is way too far lah. PAya lebar siot! saper nak gi layan,balik mau lengit jee! So aku bastard dorang. alah wadever lah. tak important. When i reached home, i straight away msg TATA and please take note, its just a phrank ok and i didnt mean any shit. Serious. haha ME : TA, FIZA ADA SOMETHING TO TELL. I NEVER FEEL LIKE THIS BEFORE BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT..ACTUALLY FIZA SUKE TA,SERIOUS2 TAK BEDEK.I MEAN SUKE MORE THAN FRIENDS.I DUN CARE HOW LONG WE KNEW EACH OTHER,BUT I LIKE YOU. After i sent, i laughed like nobody business. saje2 jer nak kacau sbelum aku mandi. Yang peliknyer after aku dabis mandi nak dekat makan pun dier tak reply siot!! mampus! so i msged again ah telling him it was just a joke. i didnt meant any of it. Suddenly, one msged came thru after i sent that. TATA : ALAMAK. FIZA PUT ME IN A DIFFICULT SITUATION..WHAT BOUT YOUR BF,WAD ABOUT MY GF?ALAMAK..IM SERIOUSLY BLANK,OUT OF WORDS.SERIOUSLY, U FOR REAL? kepale otak!! its like -_______-. Let me say my piece here ok. If you attached and totally devoted to your GF/BF kan, would you reply like that?? Please leave me your answer. Cause if its for real lah im in TATA's shoes, i wont reply like that sia instead I would just tell the person to stop having that kind off feelings cause it will be akward for us as you know, we can be friends rite..or something like that la.. And sekarang skg aku tgh wonder + laughing!! LOL. Post pasal bf taknak, post pasal orang lain pulak.hahaha. P/S : Get well soon ok akak. Pray for your health. Makan ubat and rest ok. i though of taking leave takot si Buncit nie bising pulak. Teman kakak aku gi poly lagi bagus!
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- Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 3:49:00 PM
GUESS WAD? TATA'S BRO ACCIDENT.NASIB NAIK TKDER PAPE SI KURUS TU.ITS JUST A MINOR CUTS HAND AND LEG.SELF SKID HE SAID.PAKCIK PAKCIK,NEXT TYME BE CAREFUL LER. NI PUN TATA NYER YANG BILANG.WTH!HAHA
AND GUESS WAD TOO? AKU NAMPAK SI JANTAN(SHOLEH) KAT CIVIC LAH WHEN I WAS CHILLING WITH NANNIE,UBHAI & VIVI ( A NEW FRIEND I MADE.HAHA). PALE OTAK DIER! DUIT AKU TAK TAHU NAK KASI BALIK,NAK PI DOULE O ADER DUIT.DASAR JANTAN! GEEERAAAM AKU! BODOH. AKU LAGI BODOH,PI KASI PINJAM BUAT PER! PALE OTAK AKU! K TU JEE.. AND VIVI, IM LOOKING FORWARD KAY TAKE CAR LICENSE TOGETHER GATHER! INSYAALLAH |
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- Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 9:48:00 AM
SATURDAY The plan was ruined because he wanna fixed the kipas angin. Supposingly, we suppose to watch my friend, Ekin my babyboy, perform for the Gentarasa. haiz. I was pissed. Damn hell pissed that i just get out from the house and meet Tata @ bukit panjang. Dun asked me why i still insist on meeting him eventhough i have grudges towards him. So came along his friends, Shafiq & Suhaimi. Chill with them under Tata's block till 12plus midnight. So when the time i need to pee, his friend,Suhaimi,tumpang me to Shell and thats when i came to know bout Tata is attahced. kecoh kn ! Suhaimi : Asal tak kencing jer kat umah hadi? Me: taknak ar, with me wearing dress gini.. Suhaimi : alah, cakap jer GF no.2.. ( i was shocked for a moment!) Me : takperla, nanti GF no.1 dier dapat tahu,mampus! balik takder kepale siot! *laugh* (aku tak sabar nie nak tahu the truth!!pantat kau hadi) After pee... Me : So, GF dier yang mane nie? yati eh yang friends with him since childhood? Suhaimi : ah2 lah... Me : Dier pernah tunang si Hadi ni? Suhaimi : Taklah!!! ( OMG! tata tata,ni pun nak tpu! ) Me : Beh dier cakap ngan Fiza dier pernah putus tunang lah aper lah... So thats when i know the bloody truth, nothing but the truth. Suhaimi's intention wasn't there to tell me the whole thing cause he said if he were to know whats the conversation between me & Tata,confirm dier dah backing tata peh buntut but too bad lah, maybe it was my LUCK to know the truth on the day itself. But Suhaimi is nice, he said not to react awkwardly la when we reach under the block back and bla bla bla...So i acted cool.like normal.... About 12plus nearly 1am, BF pick me up and off i went home. Reach home, called tata up and talk to his friends. They plan to go to karaoke tml. Well shall see how.. P/S : Ekin baby, im sorry. i bet you after you read this you might be dissapointed with me. I have to cover for him lah... im sorry... Forgive me ok? SUNDAY Suhaimi picked me up at Admiralty about 5plus and off we went to cash studio eh, yang kat depan hardrock tu??..tak tahu lah..haha. Meet Shafiq and tata there.i tried to make a conversation with him regarding his GF. Me : Eh tempang,datang sini GF tahu tak? tempang2 pun nak karaoke jugak. (bastard eh aku! aku tahu) Tata : *shake his head* tahulah.... ( Aku terus give pathetic face!! ) Tata : Braper kali Ta cakap,takder GF.. asal tak percaye nie... ( aku terus tak kuase nak jawab aper2. Its like whatever lah eh) So kite pegi MEMEKIK kat studio. I really have fun,seriously. tak habis me & Suhaimi perli2 si tata,this song and that dedicate to him lah lah,stuff like that.tak mengaku lagi ah! padan muker! P/S : videos will be upload soon ok. MONDAY BF sent me & fetch me from work. MONDAY was planned cause Akmal,his friend wanna boh us drink. So there you go 4 us drinking, JIM BEAN some more (aku black ader slow sikit.haha*oops*excuse me people who dun drink). Kenet,GF akmal tak minum banyak, so only 3 of us jer lah minum. MONDAY minum eh! Kill the MONDAY BLUES! haha. But too bad we didnt take any pics but but but, i wanna share this.. Tata was msging me the whole day, and i didnt respond any of it. Only some of it cause at last he confessed that he is attached! Wad do u expect? I've been longing waiting fer it sia! So aku layan msg dier ala kadar!haha.. He sounded guilty, very guilty. Tried to call me but i put my hp silent mode,msg me dear here and there. What does it mean sia? So aku try ah tanye,"Why you have to lie? U have feelings fer me or wad sia?! " and he replied " Yes i do but as a friend.".Kau bilang aku sikit mane ader orang have feelings as in FEELINGS tau but as a friend and nak jage hati FRIEND?.. ape kebende nie. Dier putar belit macm keling tul lah! He keep saying that if he were to tell, he knows I wont give him my number 1st, and secondly he knows this kindda shit gonna happen?.. WTH! Guess wad?! BF read my msgs on the phone when i left it a while in one bag fer him to bring home and when i reach work, i realise my HP was in that bag! hell no! but YES! he read my msgs and return it to me @ my work place. His face is totally different! so i asked and he still denied. So i made him confessed and YES AR! DIA BACE MSG AKU NGAN TATA THE DAY BEFORE OK WHICH IS ON SUNDAY.I was pissed fer a while but i cooled down, cause its my stuff,my phone and personal belongings and im not ready for anyone to read it unless with my permission! So so called dun wanna ruined tha day, we settle it gitu2 jer.haiz. P/S : im just so not ready fer any commitment. Seriously. I though being with you can convinced me enuf to forget my everything and move on start fresh, but its not wad i though it is. We usually have fault if we talked on the phone for more than 15mins.macam pelik. But i can talked to Tata for hours, without anything to argue or what so ever lah (pasal dia stakat member jer.DENG!). I dunnoe why in the fIrst place im with you. Everything went so wrong. You knew I've warned you before if you wanna read my msg can but be ready for the consequences so now u see what happenes. Aku seriously shit have to end it before i hurt you more. I dunnoe why im not ready. Maybe im still thinking of *him or i wanna enjoy first. My mistake that i accepted your so call purposal.AKU SUMPAH KEPALE OTAK AKU SEKARANG TGH BUNTU!and the HIM im referring too is ZIZIE ok, not TATA.ARRGH! TUESDAY i took half day work, and BF sent me. Kepale takle angz lagi! haha. Luckily i got not much work,and my system at work so call shut down eh! cant log in nor do any work! kepale otak.bagus!! aku bual2 gan GF (tasha) at her desk. Talked about tata and BF. Suddenly i feel that she's there to talk too when i need her. ape kebende la aku! Every shit kalau bole aku nk bilang dier. Da aper kene eh! ntahla.. and bole we bitch about BF.. only me n her lah. SECRETS babe! ahakz! u know i know lah eh bie!haha. BF fetch me from work and he's bloody late lah! muke aku macam tempeh basi ok! Reached home,bekemban then baring2.Ingatkan nak mandi ah lepas tengok cite JIHAN. at last JIHAN kemane, aku kemane. Midnight, Tata called me up. Nasib aku sada! Pi mandi,bual2 jap ngan dier, PAP! tdo....zzzzzzzzzzzzz WEDNESDAY Watch movie with Wahidah(setelah sekian lame tak jumpe denganye) & Hairi (Tata's brother).hahahahaahhaha. "THE PELHAM 123". Pegi tengok! Looking forward nak tengok "TRANSFORMER".Semue kate gerek.tengok jeee lah! haha ************************************************************************************* *****************AMIK KAU PANJANG2 AKU KASI UPDATE!KWANG3.SAKIT MATE JGN *****************BACE NANTI BUTEEEEE! P/S : I dun wanna hurt you any further. Its not that i have feelings for someone else, its just that im more comfortable with them. ok lets make it straight, u asked for my home number lah, my blog lah, so u are suspicious already kan. So wad do u think im doing? Ok people, im the bad one here ok for getting hooked up with someone who really loves me now. He's innocent and im not. But i dunnoe for how long more i wanna be like this. Hurting you even more, im not that cruel thats why i wanna end this. But at times, i find you sweet and concern towards me but sometimes u irritate me a lot untill i can't be bothered! God help me on this and help me to forget someone who's happy with a FAT girl!! haiz..... **Actually aku da reserved la so call blog aku, so bace jer lah eh sampai ke wednesday nyer** Labels: UPDATIONS |
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- Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 12:27:00 PM
![]() Its either she believed his brother too much cause he's someone close to him. She never told him the person who told her the stories, but he choosed not to ask instead. He's soo used too it people making up FAKE stories about him. Even so, she and him are just friends not even a month so this SHIT happen. He's miserable in the past when the same thing happened when he's with his ex-fiancee. She's confused and wondering whose telling the truth. But what if his brother is telling the truth and she won't listen? What if end up everything goes hay wire because of one mouth? In the end, she lose the friendship with him? In such a co-incidence, she getta know a SIBLING whereas it started off strangers in the first place. Sincerity and Honesty is important in a friendship, if it didn't start now, how long more can he keep the truth? Forever? She pray that everything will end soon so as to know what's really going on. She love being friends with them both, but what else can she said.. She can only wait for the truth to reveal then... *P/S: If this gonna be the truth, YOU are the biggest liar ever that came to my life*
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- Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 10:35:00 AM
PEOPLE IM SO CALL ON MC OR PROBABLY TO BE CLEARER, IM NOT @ WORK! IM @ HOME! WHAO! AMAZED! MY BOSS TOLD ME THAT I CAN HAVE MY REST IF SOMETHING URGENT, I WILL HAVE TO COME TO WORK. NO OTHER CHOICE. *pray that i got no last minute order* Met Bf yesterday, he fetched me under my GF's blk, Tasha. Accompanied her to do Express Medicure. Window shopping a bit and my eyes caught one Sandal cost @ only $3.90!! Serious $3.90 that nice, IMPOSSIBLE! haha. Actual price was $28.90. Its really more than 100% discount sia. And another sandal cost only $10.00!! So i bought 2 sandals @ only $13.90! cool or wad!!! well i have to blog about this!! Yesterday i will make it the most memorable cause its my first time ever, i jejak my kaki in her house ok! ATTN:FOR 7YEARS OF KNOWING HER,I ONLY BEEN HER CRIB ONCE WHICH IS AT 754, THIS CURRENT ONE,NOT EVEN A SINGLE TIME. She ajak me all of a sudden, and i totally agree without thinking anything. She keep saying rumah berserak lah wad ah, aku tak kesah lah pantat! at least better from HER house, ok la tu.TOILET is the most important place and urs was really fine for me! I wondered too why she really like district me from coming to her house before.KELPELIKAN!haha. But well, people changed, so she changed her tots and decided that i can come. HEr 3 big cats really scared me out. All big2 sia! and bulu dorang punyerlah cantik! tapi aku tetap takot!!kepale otak. It's really a nice feeling.. ntah2 aper2 la aku...haha. Your house is fine ok bie!
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- Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 11:23:00 AM
Well,tata is back to home sweet home. At last and relieved of him that he's back home!suke dier.. He was warded for 8 freaking days makes him suffered. He told me that he rather stay in the jungle than rot in the hospital. WTH! He called me when he's under his blk, shouting excitedly "FIZA IM HOME"YOOHOO". Suke kau pakcik nie.. He's looking forward to watch spongebob. He loves cartoon so much. Muke dier kalau square tu same2 lah tu macam spongebob. I'll visit him whenever im free or maybe take a leave. |
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- Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 11:41:00 AM
AKU SUMPAH NGANTUK TO THE MAX.
PSP TAK BAWAK,BORINNNNNGGGGGG NYER!! NAK BALIK SEKARANG BOLEH? *SMACK HEAD* |
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- Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 11:38:00 AM
Luckily his condition is fine when i visited TATA yesterday. He needs to undergo another operation this Friday. Pitied him...
Babygerl accompany me to the NUH. After visiting, went to Duxton for dinner. We went to SUGAR..We had Black pepper beef rice. Drink a bit here and there, not too late cause im working TODAY. pale otak! BF fetch me and vooommm... to HOME! aku sumpah dah ngantuk giler! washed up and pap flat! P/S : BOLE AKU INGATKAN NARIE TUESDAY,SMLM MONDAY?APER LA SAJE.DAH LEPAS CITE JIHAN AKU.MACAM MANE AKU BOLE LAMBAT SEHARI PUN TAK TAHU. DAH MISS CITE TU!! THANKS TO MR.KEDONDONG CAUSE SACRIFICE HIS TIME JUST TO FETCH ME AND BRING ME HOME. (HAHA) |
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- Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 10:52:00 AM
I DUNNOE WAD KINDDA MOOD AM I TODAY BUT ALL I KNOW IS IM GONNA BLOG. RANDOM AS RANDOM AS I AM.. HAHA I WAS SHOCKED TO KNOW THAT MY FRIEND,TATA GOT AN ACCIDENT YESTERDAY. I THOUGHT HE WAS JOKING, AND I DUNNOE HOW COULD I EVER THINK THAT HE'S JOKING AROUND PADAHAL ORANG TU KAT HOSPITAL,TERLENTANG.. KESIAN BETUL. NO WONDER HE KEPT SAYING HE'S NOT HIMSELF LAH LATELY,KEPT THINKING ABOUT THIS AND THAT,TAK SEDAP HATI LAH.. AND etc... YEAR 2005, HE ONCE INVOLVED IN A ACCIDENT. HE FELT THE SAME LIKE HOW HE FELT YESTERDAY,BUT ALHAMDULLILAH.. EVERYTHING IS FINE.HIS LEG INJURED BADLY I GUESS & ITS A HIT-AND-RUN CASE SIA.BABI TUL!CURSE YOU ACCIDENT AH,KNN!MY FRIEND DIE I KILL YOU AR!IF IM NOT MISTAKEN,HE'S GOING THROUGH ANOTHER OPERATION OR SOMETHING..REALLY PITY HIM..TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE FOR A WHILE EARLIER ON AND HIS VOICE IS SOO WEAK... I KEPT ASKING HIM WAD's THE WARD NUMBER AND BLA BLA.TAK REPLY NIE.BABI TUL.AKU NAK PAY VISIT KAT DIA SBELUM TAK SEMPAT.BASTARD NYER!MULUT AKU NIE! = This is Mr Hadi_Tata = SO YESTERDAY,NTAH APER ANGIN AKU,KEMAS SEGALA2 KAZANAH KAT CUPBOARD AKU SAMPAU BERSIH LICIN!FUUH!PENAT SIOT.SAMPAI BERSIN2 AKU.BANYAK BTUL HABUK2 DAN KUMAN2! WAS DAMN SHAG LA, BUT YET I STILL MEET MY DIDIE UNDER THE BLK FOR A WHILE.. Thanks for coming down all the way from work to my block just to meet me although i knew you're exhausted ... AND NOW IM HAVING FLU LAH! OK PEOPLE ITS NOT THE H1N1 THINGY OK.JGN MACAM2! BUT NOW OK SIKIT ALREADY.. HAHA..DIER MAIN ACHA2 LAH. OK LAH BYE!! |
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- Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 11:12:00 AM
Finally, the pay is in but im soon to broke.HAHA Well this time around, i have to really spent my money damn wisely cause JUNE month is fucking long. Trust me, it is. So i have this stupid notes written of what to pay first,what to buy and what not,etc... Whenever its end of the month, I always feel my money is never enough. Dun asked me why. I have not been talking to her fer almost 1month plus since my April's salary. I just cant bring myself to talk to her cause everyday seems that I'm drifting apart from her. With her face expression makes me just dun wanna see it cause I hate it. As usual, i put aside money fer her and my dad, i already told her that maybe i give her a bit and you know wad she replied "KALAU GITU TAK PAYAH KASI TERUS. IM NOT GONNA COOK OR MAYBE I COOK DUN BRING IT TO WORK" and some more she can accused me stole her chocolate spread to work. WTH! tak piss off ker..And aku sumpah tak pernah tahu ada orang macam gitu yang mengira beh tuduh sembarang. Padahal anak sendiri. Serious shit sak, I really can't take it anymore. I always wonder everybody in the house is fucking working and still not enough. Kakak aku tk payah cakap ah. Dia tu terus tak contribute langsung, beh nak harapkan aku jer. mampus ah gini! Nobody can stand it seh and not to be rude ar, its like im living with a STEP MOTHER sak! arrgh!! And another thing that pissed me off with my stupid mistake,aku bole salah transfer duit. Ntah account mane aku transfer whereas that is not my Dad's account number. Untung lah orang tu! dah aku kasi duit kat orang tu free2.Ntah bangla mane ye acc aku sent. haiyo! *smack my forehead* Sometimes i dun wish to think about all this crap that happen in the family but i just counldn't escape. Bole mati sak gini. I guess the only way is to just dun talk and just do my own thing. Whatever they gonna think let them be. *********************************************************************************** On the other side of it, I really have a great weekend. And it really makes my day worth it. My saturday was FINE. Got my pedi & medi done (AT LAST). He picked me up and we went to town. I wear damn slack lah, he never even told me where we going untill he exit at the Steven Rd. pale otak! We catch a movie - Terminator Salvation. Aku ni bukanyer minat sangat cite gini but at last i understand lah the movie. OK whatever! And guess wad?? Jaza saw me la kan, and I didnt know that she can recognise me that well. Pale otak! Luckily I never saw her, if not macam nak pijak2 muke alfyn. Benci aku tengok muke si dektu. haha. jgn marah nyer kak jaz! ahaz. Will meet you up soon! POPEYE remember!haha Met KEnet & Akmal, head to RP and we have SMIRDNOFF together. Slept at his place and i reached home 9plus morning (Sunday). ![]() Sunday was good. We head to jurong point. We thought of having PizzaHut but it was damn packed lah, so something catch my eyes. BILLY BOMBERS! whao! First time ever I ate at that kindda place. Jakun la kire. Nicest food cause it will make u full to the fullest. Mine was bloited! BUncit gileeeerrrr! Macam nak pecah perut! Dee, thanks for your precious time. Thanks for calming me down whenever i was pissed. Thanks for trying to tolerate with my attitude although i know at times u just can't take it. Thanks for being patience. Thanks for all the words and advice. Thanks for letting me to be in love again. And lastly, I wanna thank your love. Heart Dee soo much........ ![]() P/S : You're improving and im loving it.... |
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- Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 4:20:00 PM
happy belated birthday Tasha!! da 21 tau now,da old!! ahakz!!
Supposingly Monday should be a Monday blues fer me but its not ok! Kepale otak! Banyak per keje. I hate it la kan last minute order. Bodoh! bapak dorang nie semuer no brain agaknyer! tapi tkper, duit GST dah masuk k today PEOPLE!! SHOP LIKE MAD DOG!! haha GSS maseh ader kan..?? *wondering* |
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- Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 12:05:00 PM
I turn up for her Party with Kedondong. Well u guys know who la eh. Penaat giler la actually cause after work i didn't sleep ok, but tpu la. I do nap lah for 2hrs cause the previous day, i drp by the chalet because this MEGAN FOX asked me too! Pantat dier! Well, its not her fer REAL, she's my ex-GF, Emma. terkejut kan! Setelah sekian lame aku tak berlepak denganyer! haha. So aku turun lah,temankan dia, We so call drink lah,padahal today im working. haha. Acompanied by Yom's friend,Tasha,myself & Emma. The party turns out to be fine. I getta eat the satay,the cake!! yummy2.. ader hazelnut,seedaaap!! Hopefully she likes my gift, but sorry eh bie kalau kecik...Buy u a new pair ok?PROMISE! Bfdae gerl wear a maxi dress. Looks good on her cause i thought maxi dress is only for tall gerls, but im wrong la kan.haha.Thought of buying ar!! HEY!! duit GST nak dekat ok and my pay is soon! haha. We chat here and there, i left about 4plus 5. And yesh, i getta know this lady called Wati.Comel loteh orangyer! kecik sahajee.. hehe. U're cute babe! haha. God, fill her with happiness and no more sorrows cause she had enough of it. Im happy to see her now then before. Thanks to u for bringing Yom to her life. She's happier now than ever! Bless them for longevity and till marriage ok bie! haha ![]() she's the MEGAN FOX im referring too!haha ![]() picture with the bfdae gerl |
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- Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 4:46:00 PM
I got a lot of work la sey. Monday Blues some more! But i end up finished everything. Thank God! And also my eyes keep twitching lah non stop. Ader cakap tak cukup tido, ader cakap nak jumpe orang yang dah lame tak jumpe. Mane2 punye tafsiran yang aku nak ikut pun tak tahu. Haha Irrit tul sampai balik....!!! P/S : U called at last.. haha...Please dun cry over split milk ok. Just appreciate her presence for now. And for you, its really nice having the conversation yesterday. there's always something for us to talk although its random or the same old thing. haha.Kelakar la awak nie!haha
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- Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 3:49:00 PM
GUESS WAD? TATA'S BRO ACCIDENT.NASIB NAIK TKDER PAPE SI KURUS TU.ITS JUST A MINOR CUTS HAND AND LEG.SELF SKID HE SAID.PAKCIK PAKCIK,NEXT TYME BE CAREFUL LER. NI PUN TATA NYER YANG BILANG.WTH!HAHA
AND GUESS WAD TOO? AKU NAMPAK SI JANTAN(SHOLEH) KAT CIVIC LAH WHEN I WAS CHILLING WITH NANNIE,UBHAI & VIVI ( A NEW FRIEND I MADE.HAHA). PALE OTAK DIER! DUIT AKU TAK TAHU NAK KASI BALIK,NAK PI DOULE O ADER DUIT.DASAR JANTAN! GEEERAAAM AKU! BODOH. AKU LAGI BODOH,PI KASI PINJAM BUAT PER! PALE OTAK AKU! K TU JEE.. AND VIVI, IM LOOKING FORWARD KAY TAKE CAR LICENSE TOGETHER GATHER! INSYAALLAH |
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- Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 9:48:00 AM
SATURDAY The plan was ruined because he wanna fixed the kipas angin. Supposingly, we suppose to watch my friend, Ekin my babyboy, perform for the Gentarasa. haiz. I was pissed. Damn hell pissed that i just get out from the house and meet Tata @ bukit panjang. Dun asked me why i still insist on meeting him eventhough i have grudges towards him. So came along his friends, Shafiq & Suhaimi. Chill with them under Tata's block till 12plus midnight. So when the time i need to pee, his friend,Suhaimi,tumpang me to Shell and thats when i came to know bout Tata is attahced. kecoh kn ! Suhaimi : Asal tak kencing jer kat umah hadi? Me: taknak ar, with me wearing dress gini.. Suhaimi : alah, cakap jer GF no.2.. ( i was shocked for a moment!) Me : takperla, nanti GF no.1 dier dapat tahu,mampus! balik takder kepale siot! *laugh* (aku tak sabar nie nak tahu the truth!!pantat kau hadi) After pee... Me : So, GF dier yang mane nie? yati eh yang friends with him since childhood? Suhaimi : ah2 lah... Me : Dier pernah tunang si Hadi ni? Suhaimi : Taklah!!! ( OMG! tata tata,ni pun nak tpu! ) Me : Beh dier cakap ngan Fiza dier pernah putus tunang lah aper lah... So thats when i know the bloody truth, nothing but the truth. Suhaimi's intention wasn't there to tell me the whole thing cause he said if he were to know whats the conversation between me & Tata,confirm dier dah backing tata peh buntut but too bad lah, maybe it was my LUCK to know the truth on the day itself. But Suhaimi is nice, he said not to react awkwardly la when we reach under the block back and bla bla bla...So i acted cool.like normal.... About 12plus nearly 1am, BF pick me up and off i went home. Reach home, called tata up and talk to his friends. They plan to go to karaoke tml. Well shall see how.. P/S : Ekin baby, im sorry. i bet you after you read this you might be dissapointed with me. I have to cover for him lah... im sorry... Forgive me ok? SUNDAY Suhaimi picked me up at Admiralty about 5plus and off we went to cash studio eh, yang kat depan hardrock tu??..tak tahu lah..haha. Meet Shafiq and tata there.i tried to make a conversation with him regarding his GF. Me : Eh tempang,datang sini GF tahu tak? tempang2 pun nak karaoke jugak. (bastard eh aku! aku tahu) Tata : *shake his head* tahulah.... ( Aku terus give pathetic face!! ) Tata : Braper kali Ta cakap,takder GF.. asal tak percaye nie... ( aku terus tak kuase nak jawab aper2. Its like whatever lah eh) So kite pegi MEMEKIK kat studio. I really have fun,seriously. tak habis me & Suhaimi perli2 si tata,this song and that dedicate to him lah lah,stuff like that.tak mengaku lagi ah! padan muker! P/S : videos will be upload soon ok. MONDAY BF sent me & fetch me from work. MONDAY was planned cause Akmal,his friend wanna boh us drink. So there you go 4 us drinking, JIM BEAN some more (aku black ader slow sikit.haha*oops*excuse me people who dun drink). Kenet,GF akmal tak minum banyak, so only 3 of us jer lah minum. MONDAY minum eh! Kill the MONDAY BLUES! haha. But too bad we didnt take any pics but but but, i wanna share this.. Tata was msging me the whole day, and i didnt respond any of it. Only some of it cause at last he confessed that he is attached! Wad do u expect? I've been longing waiting fer it sia! So aku layan msg dier ala kadar!haha.. He sounded guilty, very guilty. Tried to call me but i put my hp silent mode,msg me dear here and there. What does it mean sia? So aku try ah tanye,"Why you have to lie? U have feelings fer me or wad sia?! " and he replied " Yes i do but as a friend.".Kau bilang aku sikit mane ader orang have feelings as in FEELINGS tau but as a friend and nak jage hati FRIEND?.. ape kebende nie. Dier putar belit macm keling tul lah! He keep saying that if he were to tell, he knows I wont give him my number 1st, and secondly he knows this kindda shit gonna happen?.. WTH! Guess wad?! BF read my msgs on the phone when i left it a while in one bag fer him to bring home and when i reach work, i realise my HP was in that bag! hell no! but YES! he read my msgs and return it to me @ my work place. His face is totally different! so i asked and he still denied. So i made him confessed and YES AR! DIA BACE MSG AKU NGAN TATA THE DAY BEFORE OK WHICH IS ON SUNDAY.I was pissed fer a while but i cooled down, cause its my stuff,my phone and personal belongings and im not ready for anyone to read it unless with my permission! So so called dun wanna ruined tha day, we settle it gitu2 jer.haiz. P/S : im just so not ready fer any commitment. Seriously. I though being with you can convinced me enuf to forget my everything and move on start fresh, but its not wad i though it is. We usually have fault if we talked on the phone for more than 15mins.macam pelik. But i can talked to Tata for hours, without anything to argue or what so ever lah (pasal dia stakat member jer.DENG!). I dunnoe why in the fIrst place im with you. Everything went so wrong. You knew I've warned you before if you wanna read my msg can but be ready for the consequences so now u see what happenes. Aku seriously shit have to end it before i hurt you more. I dunnoe why im not ready. Maybe im still thinking of *him or i wanna enjoy first. My mistake that i accepted your so call purposal.AKU SUMPAH KEPALE OTAK AKU SEKARANG TGH BUNTU!and the HIM im referring too is ZIZIE ok, not TATA.ARRGH! TUESDAY i took half day work, and BF sent me. Kepale takle angz lagi! haha. Luckily i got not much work,and my system at work so call shut down eh! cant log in nor do any work! kepale otak.bagus!! aku bual2 gan GF (tasha) at her desk. Talked about tata and BF. Suddenly i feel that she's there to talk too when i need her. ape kebende la aku! Every shit kalau bole aku nk bilang dier. Da aper kene eh! ntahla.. and bole we bitch about BF.. only me n her lah. SECRETS babe! ahakz! u know i know lah eh bie!haha. BF fetch me from work and he's bloody late lah! muke aku macam tempeh basi ok! Reached home,bekemban then baring2.Ingatkan nak mandi ah lepas tengok cite JIHAN. at last JIHAN kemane, aku kemane. Midnight, Tata called me up. Nasib aku sada! Pi mandi,bual2 jap ngan dier, PAP! tdo....zzzzzzzzzzzzz WEDNESDAY Watch movie with Wahidah(setelah sekian lame tak jumpe denganye) & Hairi (Tata's brother).hahahahaahhaha. "THE PELHAM 123". Pegi tengok! Looking forward nak tengok "TRANSFORMER".Semue kate gerek.tengok jeee lah! haha ************************************************************************************* *****************AMIK KAU PANJANG2 AKU KASI UPDATE!KWANG3.SAKIT MATE JGN *****************BACE NANTI BUTEEEEE! P/S : I dun wanna hurt you any further. Its not that i have feelings for someone else, its just that im more comfortable with them. ok lets make it straight, u asked for my home number lah, my blog lah, so u are suspicious already kan. So wad do u think im doing? Ok people, im the bad one here ok for getting hooked up with someone who really loves me now. He's innocent and im not. But i dunnoe for how long more i wanna be like this. Hurting you even more, im not that cruel thats why i wanna end this. But at times, i find you sweet and concern towards me but sometimes u irritate me a lot untill i can't be bothered! God help me on this and help me to forget someone who's happy with a FAT girl!! haiz..... **Actually aku da reserved la so call blog aku, so bace jer lah eh sampai ke wednesday nyer** Labels: UPDATIONS |
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- Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 10:35:00 AM
PEOPLE IM SO CALL ON MC OR PROBABLY TO BE CLEARER, IM NOT @ WORK! IM @ HOME! WHAO! AMAZED! MY BOSS TOLD ME THAT I CAN HAVE MY REST IF SOMETHING URGENT, I WILL HAVE TO COME TO WORK. NO OTHER CHOICE. *pray that i got no last minute order* Met Bf yesterday, he fetched me under my GF's blk, Tasha. Accompanied her to do Express Medicure. Window shopping a bit and my eyes caught one Sandal cost @ only $3.90!! Serious $3.90 that nice, IMPOSSIBLE! haha. Actual price was $28.90. Its really more than 100% discount sia. And another sandal cost only $10.00!! So i bought 2 sandals @ only $13.90! cool or wad!!! well i have to blog about this!! Yesterday i will make it the most memorable cause its my first time ever, i jejak my kaki in her house ok! ATTN:FOR 7YEARS OF KNOWING HER,I ONLY BEEN HER CRIB ONCE WHICH IS AT 754, THIS CURRENT ONE,NOT EVEN A SINGLE TIME. She ajak me all of a sudden, and i totally agree without thinking anything. She keep saying rumah berserak lah wad ah, aku tak kesah lah pantat! at least better from HER house, ok la tu.TOILET is the most important place and urs was really fine for me! I wondered too why she really like district me from coming to her house before.KELPELIKAN!haha. But well, people changed, so she changed her tots and decided that i can come. HEr 3 big cats really scared me out. All big2 sia! and bulu dorang punyerlah cantik! tapi aku tetap takot!!kepale otak. It's really a nice feeling.. ntah2 aper2 la aku...haha. Your house is fine ok bie!
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- Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 11:23:00 AM
Well,tata is back to home sweet home. At last and relieved of him that he's back home!suke dier.. He was warded for 8 freaking days makes him suffered. He told me that he rather stay in the jungle than rot in the hospital. WTH! He called me when he's under his blk, shouting excitedly "FIZA IM HOME"YOOHOO". Suke kau pakcik nie.. He's looking forward to watch spongebob. He loves cartoon so much. Muke dier kalau square tu same2 lah tu macam spongebob. I'll visit him whenever im free or maybe take a leave. |
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- Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 11:41:00 AM
AKU SUMPAH NGANTUK TO THE MAX.
PSP TAK BAWAK,BORINNNNNGGGGGG NYER!! NAK BALIK SEKARANG BOLEH? *SMACK HEAD* |
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- Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 11:38:00 AM
Luckily his condition is fine when i visited TATA yesterday. He needs to undergo another operation this Friday. Pitied him...
Babygerl accompany me to the NUH. After visiting, went to Duxton for dinner. We went to SUGAR..We had Black pepper beef rice. Drink a bit here and there, not too late cause im working TODAY. pale otak! BF fetch me and vooommm... to HOME! aku sumpah dah ngantuk giler! washed up and pap flat! P/S : BOLE AKU INGATKAN NARIE TUESDAY,SMLM MONDAY?APER LA SAJE.DAH LEPAS CITE JIHAN AKU.MACAM MANE AKU BOLE LAMBAT SEHARI PUN TAK TAHU. DAH MISS CITE TU!! THANKS TO MR.KEDONDONG CAUSE SACRIFICE HIS TIME JUST TO FETCH ME AND BRING ME HOME. (HAHA) |
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- Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 10:52:00 AM
I DUNNOE WAD KINDDA MOOD AM I TODAY BUT ALL I KNOW IS IM GONNA BLOG. RANDOM AS RANDOM AS I AM.. HAHA I WAS SHOCKED TO KNOW THAT MY FRIEND,TATA GOT AN ACCIDENT YESTERDAY. I THOUGHT HE WAS JOKING, AND I DUNNOE HOW COULD I EVER THINK THAT HE'S JOKING AROUND PADAHAL ORANG TU KAT HOSPITAL,TERLENTANG.. KESIAN BETUL. NO WONDER HE KEPT SAYING HE'S NOT HIMSELF LAH LATELY,KEPT THINKING ABOUT THIS AND THAT,TAK SEDAP HATI LAH.. AND etc... YEAR 2005, HE ONCE INVOLVED IN A ACCIDENT. HE FELT THE SAME LIKE HOW HE FELT YESTERDAY,BUT ALHAMDULLILAH.. EVERYTHING IS FINE.HIS LEG INJURED BADLY I GUESS & ITS A HIT-AND-RUN CASE SIA.BABI TUL!CURSE YOU ACCIDENT AH,KNN!MY FRIEND DIE I KILL YOU AR!IF IM NOT MISTAKEN,HE'S GOING THROUGH ANOTHER OPERATION OR SOMETHING..REALLY PITY HIM..TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE FOR A WHILE EARLIER ON AND HIS VOICE IS SOO WEAK... I KEPT ASKING HIM WAD's THE WARD NUMBER AND BLA BLA.TAK REPLY NIE.BABI TUL.AKU NAK PAY VISIT KAT DIA SBELUM TAK SEMPAT.BASTARD NYER!MULUT AKU NIE! = This is Mr Hadi_Tata = SO YESTERDAY,NTAH APER ANGIN AKU,KEMAS SEGALA2 KAZANAH KAT CUPBOARD AKU SAMPAU BERSIH LICIN!FUUH!PENAT SIOT.SAMPAI BERSIN2 AKU.BANYAK BTUL HABUK2 DAN KUMAN2! WAS DAMN SHAG LA, BUT YET I STILL MEET MY DIDIE UNDER THE BLK FOR A WHILE.. Thanks for coming down all the way from work to my block just to meet me although i knew you're exhausted ... AND NOW IM HAVING FLU LAH! OK PEOPLE ITS NOT THE H1N1 THINGY OK.JGN MACAM2! BUT NOW OK SIKIT ALREADY.. HAHA..DIER MAIN ACHA2 LAH. OK LAH BYE!! |
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- Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 11:12:00 AM
Finally, the pay is in but im soon to broke.HAHA Well this time around, i have to really spent my money damn wisely cause JUNE month is fucking long. Trust me, it is. So i have this stupid notes written of what to pay first,what to buy and what not,etc... Whenever its end of the month, I always feel my money is never enough. Dun asked me why. I have not been talking to her fer almost 1month plus since my April's salary. I just cant bring myself to talk to her cause everyday seems that I'm drifting apart from her. With her face expression makes me just dun wanna see it cause I hate it. As usual, i put aside money fer her and my dad, i already told her that maybe i give her a bit and you know wad she replied "KALAU GITU TAK PAYAH KASI TERUS. IM NOT GONNA COOK OR MAYBE I COOK DUN BRING IT TO WORK" and some more she can accused me stole her chocolate spread to work. WTH! tak piss off ker..And aku sumpah tak pernah tahu ada orang macam gitu yang mengira beh tuduh sembarang. Padahal anak sendiri. Serious shit sak, I really can't take it anymore. I always wonder everybody in the house is fucking working and still not enough. Kakak aku tk payah cakap ah. Dia tu terus tak contribute langsung, beh nak harapkan aku jer. mampus ah gini! Nobody can stand it seh and not to be rude ar, its like im living with a STEP MOTHER sak! arrgh!! And another thing that pissed me off with my stupid mistake,aku bole salah transfer duit. Ntah account mane aku transfer whereas that is not my Dad's account number. Untung lah orang tu! dah aku kasi duit kat orang tu free2.Ntah bangla mane ye acc aku sent. haiyo! *smack my forehead* Sometimes i dun wish to think about all this crap that happen in the family but i just counldn't escape. Bole mati sak gini. I guess the only way is to just dun talk and just do my own thing. Whatever they gonna think let them be. *********************************************************************************** On the other side of it, I really have a great weekend. And it really makes my day worth it. My saturday was FINE. Got my pedi & medi done (AT LAST). He picked me up and we went to town. I wear damn slack lah, he never even told me where we going untill he exit at the Steven Rd. pale otak! We catch a movie - Terminator Salvation. Aku ni bukanyer minat sangat cite gini but at last i understand lah the movie. OK whatever! And guess wad?? Jaza saw me la kan, and I didnt know that she can recognise me that well. Pale otak! Luckily I never saw her, if not macam nak pijak2 muke alfyn. Benci aku tengok muke si dektu. haha. jgn marah nyer kak jaz! ahaz. Will meet you up soon! POPEYE remember!haha Met KEnet & Akmal, head to RP and we have SMIRDNOFF together. Slept at his place and i reached home 9plus morning (Sunday). ![]() Sunday was good. We head to jurong point. We thought of having PizzaHut but it was damn packed lah, so something catch my eyes. BILLY BOMBERS! whao! First time ever I ate at that kindda place. Jakun la kire. Nicest food cause it will make u full to the fullest. Mine was bloited! BUncit gileeeerrrr! Macam nak pecah perut! Dee, thanks for your precious time. Thanks for calming me down whenever i was pissed. Thanks for trying to tolerate with my attitude although i know at times u just can't take it. Thanks for being patience. Thanks for all the words and advice. Thanks for letting me to be in love again. And lastly, I wanna thank your love. Heart Dee soo much........ ![]() P/S : You're improving and im loving it.... |
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![]() My name is FITRIZA. Call me fiza,fit,fitri or wadever u feel like calling me 1st crack to the world - 01/04/1988V My kindda hair is highlighted,ash brown color,shoulder length,and curls I love to Sleep, sleep and the best thing is SLEEP! I just love to wear something which is comfortable and way stay SIMPLE on me im a bit hot-tempered Impatient, bt not all the time Im out of control at times I love chocolates Im not short,im funsized laugh like a loudhaler Perfectly imperfect Pretty young thang Loudspoken Clumsy You are charming, talented and have a very positive attitude to life so it is hardly surprising that you attract success and recognition. Focussed and patient you understand that material rewards are a result of discipline. Being so creative and with a need for self-expression you may be drawn towards the arts, travel is also likely to be important. A loyal friend, you are a person who must be allowed freedom and independence. ![]() ![]() |
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