I feel fucking pissed la somehow or rather someone had lied to me...which i didnt expect that he would do that. Its still cleared and fresh in my mind that he said he went out dinner or lunch, or WTF i can't remember wad, with his parents. Getta find out he went dinner with one girlf friend of his..
Why can't he just tell me? why have to lie? To prevent me from getting jealous?Not to hurt my feeling? Eh c'mon,fer a while i can be but when i give a thought we can just stay like this as much as u want it to be.Rite?
Aku tak paham ah.. seious sak..
I give a deep thought about it that i just cant go on playing this again again and again. U won't know when will it come to an end. As time goes by, feelings will change and especially we girls give a thought for ahead than what is happening now.
I can be saying "Im fine" but eventually im not.
I can say "Nothing" but my mind still thinking about it.
I can say "Its ok" whereas im jealous.
It really matter to me about us staying just like this.Hanging. But i know u're not ready for commitment and yah, Im not ready too, to get hurt with my own feelings whereas u dun feel a thing thou.
I'll make it clear we need to make a fullstop to it so nobody gets hurt in the end. All the time we had, i'll make it a memorable one. Its really nice knowing you my friend.
**im feeling a lil bit released**smile**
