So i grab this chance. hehe.( buncit tau kene pecat on the spot.haha)

My Gf and I try to re-apply for school on Higher Nitec Course, but till nw there's no respond to it. I did talk about this to my Daddy, but he's giving me options and ask myself whether im ready for all this, and why i didnt have the same intention before i quit school and stuff. He can't support me my daily allowance actually ( at the same time mummy and me - rocky stage) and also asking me to work part-time while im schooling. God damn, penat tau like that. So im still confused now. haiz... But NOW me and mummy - ok2 lah, so i getta know that she can support me coz my dad talk about it to her,(yipee!!) BUT (there's always a but to everything) my sista totally disagree with me coz im 21 dis year, and i've been having work experience for so long and all of a sudden i wanna study back. And now the time is bad, economy here and there, wanna cut wages and stuff ( im not really good at this politic thingy) so she suggest me to just stay on my job. Haiz.. somebody please help me. Only to u Dulcie i can express this. As for my GF, her parents can still support and give her encouragement to study cause her other siblings is still studying so she wanna persue hers too. Good life she had and a good BF. hmm.. How i wish i dun have my problems or watsoever at home. Only God knows how is it feel to be in my shoes.

So,put that aside. shit! dun wanna think about it!

Well, one of the days, i met up Mr R, after that met with his friend and the GF. So the GF was nice, not the minah2 type. Someone's waiting for A levels results ok! How Cool is that. Me? only till N (sape lah yang pandang) and also she's been wanting to go U i guess. Good luck on her! We watch movie - Ong Bak 2( spelling correct?hehe). Action movie, interesting story line.. and wanna know wad?! Last part i cried.. If you guys had watched, bet u know which part im referring to?..hee .. Emo la katekan..The hero had to kill him (the guy which he regard as his own father).Cool2! So after that we chill behind expo, thats wad they called it, haha.. its kindda park like that. I have my time with him same goes to his fren. A long chat.. personal,inside out stories.. We both can really talk about everything.