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- Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 10:04:00 AM
Before i start my work, i rather have this precious time to blog! Im kindda feeling a lil bit tipsy due to the hangover yesterday. I really cant open my eyes. My face kindda swollen! God damn it. I know its really buruk! Well,met Mr R and went to O bar & Dbl o @ the same time. i dunnoe why the day didn't turn out as the way i want it to be, or maybe he too. I guess its because im from work, and u know.. tired and everything.The main thing is, he told me 2weeks earlier about this outing with me so that i could take my leave BUT i didnt. So part of it, this thing make him piss i guess cause the time we spent is just awhile & i reached home around 3 or 3plus. Cant remember.OOps..& maybe too at the same time im having my period. Haiz.. Ntahlah, everything just go hay wire, wadever i said make him piss,wadever he said make me piss.. But no matter what, i can still see him smile. maybe yes, may not that this Mr R can tolerate me or not. We shall see.... TTFN... P/s: SunShine wanna laugh today like nobody business.... |
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- Tuesday, January 27, 2009 @ 12:15:00 PM
Dulcie im back~ Im so excited that i knew how to transfer the photos to my laptop (i know kental!). Credits to kakak sayangku! hee. So i wont crap a lot. I'll put more of the pics aite.. Hee. All i can say the vacation wasn't that exciting but we really enjoyed our day. With Narrie & Amirul, Myself & Haizad... Went to Changi something2.. cant remember the place but thats the first place where we met up. Hee - 25/12/09 ![]() ![]()
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- Saturday, January 24, 2009 @ 12:14:00 PM
After so call a hard day at work although its saturday... Wadda hell! Saturday supposed to be a slack and rilek day.. Holidays is coming man!! woohoo!!Anyways im done with it! I felt a lil bit fine today, not thinking about yesterday. I noe my GF didnt mean it in anyways. Like she said earlier, she wanna have a comfort zone for herself by asking views or opinions from others. So i just have to take it or leave it. So i rather leave it then. People's mouth,we cant shut them off! ![]() But if YOU were to read this, i just wanna say my piece. Im glad im seeing more joyful,happy and sometimes a bit lame in u (haha) for NOW... I knew ure happy and im really happy for you that u move on with someone which uve been waiting for. Wadever i said, might hurt u, or makes u feel bad or stress, just tell me. I would just shut up and wont talk about it again if thats makes you happy. I love our "happy" friendship and i love u! *peace I wanna be happy today!!! haha Mr R is working today! Gong! I shall re-confirm whether im meeting the monyets! miss them and also the MOTHER monyet! hahakz! ![]() ~SunShine back-comb today!~ |
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- Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 10:26:00 PM
Someone started falling fer me..hahakz! i just have to said it before i forget!! ahakz
Out now to have my beauty sleep! hee.. Mr R Mr R!! I like !! ~ SunShine sleeping with a smile on her face~
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- @ 12:38:00 PM
I came late to work and so ya, the usual nag i get from buncit " i will cut your pay" and im like " Ya ya, just cut only". As if i care or give a damn to it. If my pay 2k plus takper jugak, he knows my pay sikit, ader hati nak cakap nak cut. Gondol sami tul. Anyways not IMPORTANT to me, so... where am i yesterday? Hmm... I met Mr R at tpy and we went for so call dinner at PS (burger king). He ate and i didnt coz like real ah wanna diet la konon, after about 10mins, im shivering. Wadda hell! itu menandakan aku lapar giler nak mampus!! haha..He noticed it and he ask " awak nak makan tak?" then im like "nak lah awak"haha.. i know i gatal..kwang3.. So he went and but for me FILLET burger at KFC. So after that, we went to ... Guess where?? Marine barrage ok!! haha.. Macam lah BIG FUCK sangat tempat tu..haha.. But it is la rite now..hee.. It's a nice place of view for sure.. for couples,for dates,for chilling for everything comes together lah.. I was a while speechless when i reach the place.its like.. WHAO! THIS IS MARINE BARRAGE MAN! While we were sitting at one of the shelter, the weather was so windy till i feel cold eventhough im wearing a long sleeve. Feeling2 romantic lah...hahaz!! Jgn macam paham eh fiza.. So as usual, we having a nice conversation... He crack a joke which i laughed like nobody business and it cant stop.. i dunnoe why! i try to stop coz i had enough of laughing at work, mane nak layankan slice ketiak raj ngan tasha lah.. haha... But Raj nyer backside still the best for SLICE.haha.. Actually i felt a bit distracted when his hp keep ringing and msgs came in. Its not im jealous, its just so irritating and it always beep when we're having conversation.OMG! macam nak campak jer hp tu kat sea tapi who am i to do that anyways? So i just leave it although its damn irritating and i cant stand it.. The main point here is, his friends is calling him to ask whether he's going to dbl o thingy, he kept saying 50/50. But wanna know wad? I bet he still go after he sent me back..hahaz.. How i know.. i dun wanna be too confident but when i try to call him this morning, someone pick it up saying " The singtel number you have call is currently not available " - ( i guess so). so i try his crib, an old lady i guess, saying that he's not at home...hmm.. interesting.. So i guess i have to start and play the game.. And it STARTS now.. but sampai bile nak like this eh? We shall see how's the flow then....hee Ok stop about that, what i suggested is the MONYETS must plan to go to marina barrage or actually they've been there before, i dunnoe. Not sure, must ask Tasha later. Mentioning Tasha's name, i remembered something.. I read her blog before i blog mine.. Anyways makcik, here im saying again, i didnt have any intentions to hurt or to let u be paranoid or something, its just question out of question.Thats all, but i pray that u guys will last long till marriage.. for sure.. my blessings always there for u and him...So chill! ahakz. Im out for now, and as usual im ROTTING @ my desk! ~ SunShine A lil bit confused + happy ~ |
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- Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 12:52:00 PM
im bored to death NOW! wad else can i do later but only helping out my GF. OMG! im sleepy plus tired plus everything in a package. Yesterday i wanna blog about my day and also the 2 days before but i was so damn LAZY! Lazy pig u know! aha aha... So i grab this chance. hehe.( buncit tau kene pecat on the spot.haha) My Gf and I try to re-apply for school on Higher Nitec Course, but till nw there's no respond to it. I did talk about this to my Daddy, but he's giving me options and ask myself whether im ready for all this, and why i didnt have the same intention before i quit school and stuff. He can't support me my daily allowance actually ( at the same time mummy and me - rocky stage) and also asking me to work part-time while im schooling. God damn, penat tau like that. So im still confused now. haiz... But NOW me and mummy - ok2 lah, so i getta know that she can support me coz my dad talk about it to her,(yipee!!) BUT (there's always a but to everything) my sista totally disagree with me coz im 21 dis year, and i've been having work experience for so long and all of a sudden i wanna study back. And now the time is bad, economy here and there, wanna cut wages and stuff ( im not really good at this politic thingy) so she suggest me to just stay on my job. Haiz.. somebody please help me. Only to u Dulcie i can express this. As for my GF, her parents can still support and give her encouragement to study cause her other siblings is still studying so she wanna persue hers too. Good life she had and a good BF. hmm.. How i wish i dun have my problems or watsoever at home. Only God knows how is it feel to be in my shoes. So,put that aside. shit! dun wanna think about it! Well, one of the days, i met up Mr R, after that met with his friend and the GF. So the GF was nice, not the minah2 type. Someone's waiting for A levels results ok! How Cool is that. Me? only till N (sape lah yang pandang) and also she's been wanting to go U i guess. Good luck on her! We watch movie - Ong Bak 2( spelling correct?hehe). Action movie, interesting story line.. and wanna know wad?! Last part i cried.. If you guys had watched, bet u know which part im referring to?..hee .. Emo la katekan..The hero had to kill him (the guy which he regard as his own father).Cool2! So after that we chill behind expo, thats wad they called it, haha.. its kindda park like that. I have my time with him same goes to his fren. A long chat.. personal,inside out stories.. We both can really talk about everything. There's a surprise been made by him to me actually.haha.. Cant tell u now.. Thats a surprise for u too, but i appreciate it so much. An effort he done. Luckily im impressed, if not dah cakap da siang2.. sumbang!! haha... The first guy which done such an impressive thing. Sooooo sweet! hee... If i went well with him, i try to bring him down to see my monyets! Its been a long time i never spent my time with the monyets, kalau dulu, mak kau.. heavy siul!! I miss them sooo much...icka,kinn,kak ziza,gee,aki,arep,mr keraki, and everyone lah! Kalau u all terbace blog ini, aku rindu bangat same u all!! Jgnlah beratkan tangan. Boleh picit2 per!! haha.. Actually, i wanna put the photo of myself and GF but, it turns out blur pulak. semangat2 decorate office tau!! haha.. Out for now!! ~ SunShine broke ~ |
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We MEt Up..... - Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:35:00 AM
Dulcie .. Dulcie..
How shall i start this...Im feeling a lil bit confused of myself..hee..nolah.. Just wanna tell u my SATURDAY was supposed to be my normal days, which after work i would go back straight, surf the net and have my nap something like that (aku nie kan dasar pemalas nak kuar kalau dah kering!)... haha. But it didnt turn out that way then... After work, im straight to my my gerl's friend place which is nearby to mine to have laksa..sedap kaper her mother cook!! Aku tambah skali tiga kau!! ahaz! Biaselah sayer ni gelojoh bukan gagah! It was super deliecious!hmm,.sehingga menjilat kaki semuer!..But BUt BUt, after that i can still stuff myself with bread and tuna,mak kau! i dunno wads wrong with my appetite.hee. After that, she head back to my crib and surf the net, then met up with my dude Yuz,chill his place a while and guess wad?? We ate again there. His mother cook udang sambal!! FUUH! takle angkat babe! we tambah 2 more spoon of ric lah sia!! Can u imagine that!FUUH!.. So a lil bit night around 11 like that, i met this guy.. Hmm... saper agaknyer dier yer.. hee...Like excited to tell about it.. Ok.. here's the shit! Someone i knew from somewhere which i can only mention him as Mr "R". We met up, and we can click that really well. Im not desperate or something, its just that i love to make more friends, bet its guys or gerls, so once im comfortable with them, there's a chance for us to getta know them better. So Mr "R" has broke off with his x, last yr JULY which is 4years with him.. hmm.. its like the same story as MR S rite?..tu yang aku takut actually..but anyways, he told me he broke off totally with that gerl,they're glad to declare themself as friends only...But there's a chance for me to know that he dun wanna be with her back as wen he looks at her pics, the hatred will come to him coz the the gerl had cheated him way lots i guess. So getta know more about him, we chit chat and laugh till 3 in the morning and i didnt realise it! My god! And also i didnt know that he's actually working the next day @ 7.30.Maklumlah, dah suke semuer ok!! ahak! and he's the type which is bubbly2 type!My day wont turn out boring anyways! But im not ready for anything.. just a normal crush..heee *smiling to myself* So he's working rite and dun want him to be disturb hehehe... Anyways a bit lazy to type that long today.. MAne yang ingat jer yer... heee |
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For Every Gerl with a Broken Heart - Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 3:19:00 PM
Im closing the door caused im not coming back, i used to be tripping over missing you,but im not anymore, u leave you come back its OVER.we're through.i got the picture phone but BABY,your picture's gone. You'll regret it , better believe and i promise someday you'll regret of losing me, and u'll think back & say "DAMN! That gerl really did love me" One day,you're going to wake up & realise how much u care about me, and when that day come,i'll be walking with the guy that already knew. Sometimes i just have to smile pretend's everything's okay & nothings wrong,act like its all a DREAM & pretend its not hurting me, but somehow or rather i have to hold back the tears and just walk away... Tears are words my heart cant say.... .......i was stupid to think that maybe for one second he actually cared! Life is too short to wake up in the morning with REGRETS. So love the people who treat you right, & forget about the ones who don't & believe that everything happens for a reason.If you get a chance,take it. If it change your life,let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. I learned that GOOD BYES will always hurt,picture never replace having been there,memories good or bad will bring tears and words can never replace those feelings. Im sick of crying,tired of trying,YEAH im smilling but inside me, im DYING....All i want is one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same. The LAST goodbye is the hardest one to say......who knew forever ended already....... The gerl who seemed --- Broke The gerl who seemed so strong --- Crumbled The gerl who always laughed it off --- Cried The gerl who would never stop trying --- Finally give up!! *For every gerl with a broken heart,there's a boy with a glue gun* |
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- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 1:12:00 PM
Dulcie.. cute name huh...!! ahakz I wanna tell u this NOW, i dun CARE! My GF have done the NEW themes for me. Love her lots! Its a nice one, with the sparkling, the EMO shit thingy.. haha.. COOLNESS! Bet i have lots of things to learn. I learn a lil bit of it, the codes & etc...Hee..( a long way to go...) Actually im @ work right now with a lil bit of task need to be done but im just so curious to type this first, before i forget about it.. (this is much more IMPORTANT to me.khaha) Not much to be written, only on the NEW themes that i referred earlier and also about this THING!! now then i remember!! God damn it! Around 3 plus in the morning, i was awake with a message at my phone. Unfamiliar number which asking me "when u need the money? Sorry i change my number". Actually i knew who's the person is but i asked to re-confirm. So bet i knew its HIM. WHO ELSE IF NOT THIS GUNDU! I cant revealed his name. Let us call him MR S!haha... He's an x of mine whose been with me for the past 1month plus. I cant lie to myself that the matter of fact is i do LOVE him. But the STUPID thing i didnt know about him is he's just using me for money wise & etc... So instead of me giving him the money, he choose to borrow (nasib baik,kalau tak memang dasar aku nie bengap!haha). So he promised to return it back to me. Ok lets cut it short, he patch up with his x (which is 4years with him) when he's actually with me. Dia ingat aku nie aper, lampost yang kat tepi road kape. So from there we broke off, and he's not contacting with me for the past 2weeks plus till TODAY that he msg me with his new number. (tukar no. ade duit pulak,nak bayar aku sikit peh susah). Dunnoe which gerl or whoever had help him to change his number. But no matter what, i demand back the money that he borrowed ! Who cares anyways, it's my right to ask for my money back. Im not trying to be buruk siku, dun misunderstand on that. This kindda guy cannot give face too much if not he'll step over to my head. So im just waiting for the time he msg me for the return of the money....hmmph!!im gonna wait till i hold the money on my hand man! Bodoh peh jantan!! Guess wad!!? i saved his name as "jantan" at my phonebook!! ahakz! So far my weekends, most of the time im at home, only on Sunday that i met my dudes and gerls!.. chill for a while, have a chat & laughing like nobody business although the joke was not that funny anyways ( aku nie kan kdg2 tak betul,otal ader biol sikit!).. But But but!! we took pictures.!! ahakz.. My dude named fairuz (which used to be my x, now JUST friend ok!). He's such a camwhoring guy man!! I dunnoe why he fancy to take pics.. So here it goes...... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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i just dunnoe wad to do.... - Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 8:49:00 PM
hi there again... Can i call u by a name.. Let me think.. what really suits u.. hmm... Let me call u "DULCIE"...YUp! thats final! Why i call u that.. HEre comes the story.. (hehe) Actually i was figuring out wad shall i call u, so i try to find under google.. But, i was browsing under baby's name categories.. so i found out this name kindda unique so i choose this.. You wanna know wad does it mean Dulcie??.. It means sweet...like the person typing this..ahakz! jgn marah kalau saye self praised..hee.. So AS SIMPLE AS THAT! ahakz! Actually dulcie, im kindda feel a bit sad and confused about myself.. i dunno why i always have a small fault with my mummy. Its been a few days already i never talk to her and to tell u the truth i feel a bit awkward cause everyday after work, i will talk to her, joke around with her.. but sometimes i dun understand my mum is, such a small thing she make a BIG fuss about it. The main story is, its just because of this new sofa that she bought, the cushion had a mark of like a cig but burning! Actually it was my fault but ntahlah, i just dun wanna say anything about it, so she called me early morning make big fuss abt it! I know it my fault, but its just a small matter rite, so she was so sensitive about it that she never talk to me for days. *sigh Aku pun satu, pegi isap rokok dekat2 ngan cushion tu wakper! kan da terbakar! cari nahas anak latif ni tau! So till now im counting the days of she mute.haiz.. And another thing im feeling confused about myself is i always fall for the wrong person, u know love for someone who's not worth at all (puas ati mampus!kwang3). But i can treasure or love for the person so easily ( thats my weak point, so guys please dun fall in love with me coz ure a HEARTBREAKER.haha). i dunnoe wad im gonna said gonna make sense. I miss him lah, but stupid of me to think about him! haiyo!! HELP me Get out from this please!! OK! drop the subject... i must have the thinking he's not worth for me, i can find someone better (insya allah). Pray for me ok Dulcie.. My gf is out with her siblings. Actually wanna tag along but ntahlah, all of a sudden dia nyer malas datang pulak.. so.. yah im back home instead!! im signing off... Muackz! |
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The Journal begins..... - Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 2:34:00 PM
![]() Well,its been under construction for so long but there isnt any post that im done with but starting to do it now... hee... Bet im not good with my English so if there's any words thats a bit weirdo or u cant understand,paham2 jer la eh.. hee.. How can i start this? hmm... First of all, my name will be me (Fitriza), call me Fiza will do. Thats wad everyone call me now although i dislike the name actually. ( its way too common ) Wad can i say about myself is.. hmm.. nothing much, all i can say u'll know my everything if ure my friend.. hee Currently im working as admin/sales purchasing @ Harbber Port Marine. Many of my friends were disappointed coz i leave my H81 work which is much more worth it to work there than HERE. haha. Tak baik tul aku! (dah bagus c buncit nak aku alek!). I love to read books (malay novel la ape lagikan),listen to music and bet i love dancing!!!! Haha... Enough talking about me!!! So, Sunday....is a sunny day today. Bet a lot of my friends will be lazing around by their beds with their comps or laptops beside them at home... Im not going out and im sure about it. Coz im a lazy person and u must know it. My hobbies are just sleep and sleep after i eat! ahakz! Getting fatter is a big issue to me, and i'll get paranoid about it, BUT But but, im lazy to exercise, im lazy to do sit up, so buncitz is still the best lah! haha..(freaked-minded gerl, i am bet i am!) So my gerls out there, if ure reading it, just leave a comment to me if u dun understand ok... And im sure i gotta lots to learn about blog thingy to make it interesting man! Credits to My bitch Siti Nurtassha Binte Taslim for making this blog for me. So happy reading!!!! |
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- Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 10:04:00 AM
Before i start my work, i rather have this precious time to blog! Im kindda feeling a lil bit tipsy due to the hangover yesterday. I really cant open my eyes. My face kindda swollen! God damn it. I know its really buruk! Well,met Mr R and went to O bar & Dbl o @ the same time. i dunnoe why the day didn't turn out as the way i want it to be, or maybe he too. I guess its because im from work, and u know.. tired and everything.The main thing is, he told me 2weeks earlier about this outing with me so that i could take my leave BUT i didnt. So part of it, this thing make him piss i guess cause the time we spent is just awhile & i reached home around 3 or 3plus. Cant remember.OOps..& maybe too at the same time im having my period. Haiz.. Ntahlah, everything just go hay wire, wadever i said make him piss,wadever he said make me piss.. But no matter what, i can still see him smile. maybe yes, may not that this Mr R can tolerate me or not. We shall see.... TTFN... P/s: SunShine wanna laugh today like nobody business.... |
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- Tuesday, January 27, 2009 @ 12:15:00 PM
Dulcie im back~ Im so excited that i knew how to transfer the photos to my laptop (i know kental!). Credits to kakak sayangku! hee. So i wont crap a lot. I'll put more of the pics aite.. Hee. All i can say the vacation wasn't that exciting but we really enjoyed our day. With Narrie & Amirul, Myself & Haizad... Went to Changi something2.. cant remember the place but thats the first place where we met up. Hee - 25/12/09 ![]() ![]()
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- Saturday, January 24, 2009 @ 12:14:00 PM
After so call a hard day at work although its saturday... Wadda hell! Saturday supposed to be a slack and rilek day.. Holidays is coming man!! woohoo!!Anyways im done with it! I felt a lil bit fine today, not thinking about yesterday. I noe my GF didnt mean it in anyways. Like she said earlier, she wanna have a comfort zone for herself by asking views or opinions from others. So i just have to take it or leave it. So i rather leave it then. People's mouth,we cant shut them off! ![]() But if YOU were to read this, i just wanna say my piece. Im glad im seeing more joyful,happy and sometimes a bit lame in u (haha) for NOW... I knew ure happy and im really happy for you that u move on with someone which uve been waiting for. Wadever i said, might hurt u, or makes u feel bad or stress, just tell me. I would just shut up and wont talk about it again if thats makes you happy. I love our "happy" friendship and i love u! *peace I wanna be happy today!!! haha Mr R is working today! Gong! I shall re-confirm whether im meeting the monyets! miss them and also the MOTHER monyet! hahakz! ![]() ~SunShine back-comb today!~ |
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- Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 10:26:00 PM
Someone started falling fer me..hahakz! i just have to said it before i forget!! ahakz
Out now to have my beauty sleep! hee.. Mr R Mr R!! I like !! ~ SunShine sleeping with a smile on her face~
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- @ 12:38:00 PM
I came late to work and so ya, the usual nag i get from buncit " i will cut your pay" and im like " Ya ya, just cut only". As if i care or give a damn to it. If my pay 2k plus takper jugak, he knows my pay sikit, ader hati nak cakap nak cut. Gondol sami tul. Anyways not IMPORTANT to me, so... where am i yesterday? Hmm... I met Mr R at tpy and we went for so call dinner at PS (burger king). He ate and i didnt coz like real ah wanna diet la konon, after about 10mins, im shivering. Wadda hell! itu menandakan aku lapar giler nak mampus!! haha..He noticed it and he ask " awak nak makan tak?" then im like "nak lah awak"haha.. i know i gatal..kwang3.. So he went and but for me FILLET burger at KFC. So after that, we went to ... Guess where?? Marine barrage ok!! haha.. Macam lah BIG FUCK sangat tempat tu..haha.. But it is la rite now..hee.. It's a nice place of view for sure.. for couples,for dates,for chilling for everything comes together lah.. I was a while speechless when i reach the place.its like.. WHAO! THIS IS MARINE BARRAGE MAN! While we were sitting at one of the shelter, the weather was so windy till i feel cold eventhough im wearing a long sleeve. Feeling2 romantic lah...hahaz!! Jgn macam paham eh fiza.. So as usual, we having a nice conversation... He crack a joke which i laughed like nobody business and it cant stop.. i dunnoe why! i try to stop coz i had enough of laughing at work, mane nak layankan slice ketiak raj ngan tasha lah.. haha... But Raj nyer backside still the best for SLICE.haha.. Actually i felt a bit distracted when his hp keep ringing and msgs came in. Its not im jealous, its just so irritating and it always beep when we're having conversation.OMG! macam nak campak jer hp tu kat sea tapi who am i to do that anyways? So i just leave it although its damn irritating and i cant stand it.. The main point here is, his friends is calling him to ask whether he's going to dbl o thingy, he kept saying 50/50. But wanna know wad? I bet he still go after he sent me back..hahaz.. How i know.. i dun wanna be too confident but when i try to call him this morning, someone pick it up saying " The singtel number you have call is currently not available " - ( i guess so). so i try his crib, an old lady i guess, saying that he's not at home...hmm.. interesting.. So i guess i have to start and play the game.. And it STARTS now.. but sampai bile nak like this eh? We shall see how's the flow then....hee Ok stop about that, what i suggested is the MONYETS must plan to go to marina barrage or actually they've been there before, i dunnoe. Not sure, must ask Tasha later. Mentioning Tasha's name, i remembered something.. I read her blog before i blog mine.. Anyways makcik, here im saying again, i didnt have any intentions to hurt or to let u be paranoid or something, its just question out of question.Thats all, but i pray that u guys will last long till marriage.. for sure.. my blessings always there for u and him...So chill! ahakz. Im out for now, and as usual im ROTTING @ my desk! ~ SunShine A lil bit confused + happy ~ |
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- Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 12:52:00 PM
im bored to death NOW! wad else can i do later but only helping out my GF. OMG! im sleepy plus tired plus everything in a package. Yesterday i wanna blog about my day and also the 2 days before but i was so damn LAZY! Lazy pig u know! aha aha... So i grab this chance. hehe.( buncit tau kene pecat on the spot.haha) My Gf and I try to re-apply for school on Higher Nitec Course, but till nw there's no respond to it. I did talk about this to my Daddy, but he's giving me options and ask myself whether im ready for all this, and why i didnt have the same intention before i quit school and stuff. He can't support me my daily allowance actually ( at the same time mummy and me - rocky stage) and also asking me to work part-time while im schooling. God damn, penat tau like that. So im still confused now. haiz... But NOW me and mummy - ok2 lah, so i getta know that she can support me coz my dad talk about it to her,(yipee!!) BUT (there's always a but to everything) my sista totally disagree with me coz im 21 dis year, and i've been having work experience for so long and all of a sudden i wanna study back. And now the time is bad, economy here and there, wanna cut wages and stuff ( im not really good at this politic thingy) so she suggest me to just stay on my job. Haiz.. somebody please help me. Only to u Dulcie i can express this. As for my GF, her parents can still support and give her encouragement to study cause her other siblings is still studying so she wanna persue hers too. Good life she had and a good BF. hmm.. How i wish i dun have my problems or watsoever at home. Only God knows how is it feel to be in my shoes. So,put that aside. shit! dun wanna think about it! Well, one of the days, i met up Mr R, after that met with his friend and the GF. So the GF was nice, not the minah2 type. Someone's waiting for A levels results ok! How Cool is that. Me? only till N (sape lah yang pandang) and also she's been wanting to go U i guess. Good luck on her! We watch movie - Ong Bak 2( spelling correct?hehe). Action movie, interesting story line.. and wanna know wad?! Last part i cried.. If you guys had watched, bet u know which part im referring to?..hee .. Emo la katekan..The hero had to kill him (the guy which he regard as his own father).Cool2! So after that we chill behind expo, thats wad they called it, haha.. its kindda park like that. I have my time with him same goes to his fren. A long chat.. personal,inside out stories.. We both can really talk about everything. There's a surprise been made by him to me actually.haha.. Cant tell u now.. Thats a surprise for u too, but i appreciate it so much. An effort he done. Luckily im impressed, if not dah cakap da siang2.. sumbang!! haha... The first guy which done such an impressive thing. Sooooo sweet! hee... If i went well with him, i try to bring him down to see my monyets! Its been a long time i never spent my time with the monyets, kalau dulu, mak kau.. heavy siul!! I miss them sooo much...icka,kinn,kak ziza,gee,aki,arep,mr keraki, and everyone lah! Kalau u all terbace blog ini, aku rindu bangat same u all!! Jgnlah beratkan tangan. Boleh picit2 per!! haha.. Actually, i wanna put the photo of myself and GF but, it turns out blur pulak. semangat2 decorate office tau!! haha.. Out for now!! ~ SunShine broke ~ |
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We MEt Up..... - Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:35:00 AM
Dulcie .. Dulcie..
How shall i start this...Im feeling a lil bit confused of myself..hee..nolah.. Just wanna tell u my SATURDAY was supposed to be my normal days, which after work i would go back straight, surf the net and have my nap something like that (aku nie kan dasar pemalas nak kuar kalau dah kering!)... haha. But it didnt turn out that way then... After work, im straight to my my gerl's friend place which is nearby to mine to have laksa..sedap kaper her mother cook!! Aku tambah skali tiga kau!! ahaz! Biaselah sayer ni gelojoh bukan gagah! It was super deliecious!hmm,.sehingga menjilat kaki semuer!..But BUt BUt, after that i can still stuff myself with bread and tuna,mak kau! i dunno wads wrong with my appetite.hee. After that, she head back to my crib and surf the net, then met up with my dude Yuz,chill his place a while and guess wad?? We ate again there. His mother cook udang sambal!! FUUH! takle angkat babe! we tambah 2 more spoon of ric lah sia!! Can u imagine that!FUUH!.. So a lil bit night around 11 like that, i met this guy.. Hmm... saper agaknyer dier yer.. hee...Like excited to tell about it.. Ok.. here's the shit! Someone i knew from somewhere which i can only mention him as Mr "R". We met up, and we can click that really well. Im not desperate or something, its just that i love to make more friends, bet its guys or gerls, so once im comfortable with them, there's a chance for us to getta know them better. So Mr "R" has broke off with his x, last yr JULY which is 4years with him.. hmm.. its like the same story as MR S rite?..tu yang aku takut actually..but anyways, he told me he broke off totally with that gerl,they're glad to declare themself as friends only...But there's a chance for me to know that he dun wanna be with her back as wen he looks at her pics, the hatred will come to him coz the the gerl had cheated him way lots i guess. So getta know more about him, we chit chat and laugh till 3 in the morning and i didnt realise it! My god! And also i didnt know that he's actually working the next day @ 7.30.Maklumlah, dah suke semuer ok!! ahak! and he's the type which is bubbly2 type!My day wont turn out boring anyways! But im not ready for anything.. just a normal crush..heee *smiling to myself* So he's working rite and dun want him to be disturb hehehe... Anyways a bit lazy to type that long today.. MAne yang ingat jer yer... heee |
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For Every Gerl with a Broken Heart - Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 3:19:00 PM
Im closing the door caused im not coming back, i used to be tripping over missing you,but im not anymore, u leave you come back its OVER.we're through.i got the picture phone but BABY,your picture's gone. You'll regret it , better believe and i promise someday you'll regret of losing me, and u'll think back & say "DAMN! That gerl really did love me" One day,you're going to wake up & realise how much u care about me, and when that day come,i'll be walking with the guy that already knew. Sometimes i just have to smile pretend's everything's okay & nothings wrong,act like its all a DREAM & pretend its not hurting me, but somehow or rather i have to hold back the tears and just walk away... Tears are words my heart cant say.... .......i was stupid to think that maybe for one second he actually cared! Life is too short to wake up in the morning with REGRETS. So love the people who treat you right, & forget about the ones who don't & believe that everything happens for a reason.If you get a chance,take it. If it change your life,let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. I learned that GOOD BYES will always hurt,picture never replace having been there,memories good or bad will bring tears and words can never replace those feelings. Im sick of crying,tired of trying,YEAH im smilling but inside me, im DYING....All i want is one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same. The LAST goodbye is the hardest one to say......who knew forever ended already....... The gerl who seemed --- Broke The gerl who seemed so strong --- Crumbled The gerl who always laughed it off --- Cried The gerl who would never stop trying --- Finally give up!! *For every gerl with a broken heart,there's a boy with a glue gun* |
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- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 1:12:00 PM
Dulcie.. cute name huh...!! ahakz I wanna tell u this NOW, i dun CARE! My GF have done the NEW themes for me. Love her lots! Its a nice one, with the sparkling, the EMO shit thingy.. haha.. COOLNESS! Bet i have lots of things to learn. I learn a lil bit of it, the codes & etc...Hee..( a long way to go...) Actually im @ work right now with a lil bit of task need to be done but im just so curious to type this first, before i forget about it.. (this is much more IMPORTANT to me.khaha) Not much to be written, only on the NEW themes that i referred earlier and also about this THING!! now then i remember!! God damn it! Around 3 plus in the morning, i was awake with a message at my phone. Unfamiliar number which asking me "when u need the money? Sorry i change my number". Actually i knew who's the person is but i asked to re-confirm. So bet i knew its HIM. WHO ELSE IF NOT THIS GUNDU! I cant revealed his name. Let us call him MR S!haha... He's an x of mine whose been with me for the past 1month plus. I cant lie to myself that the matter of fact is i do LOVE him. But the STUPID thing i didnt know about him is he's just using me for money wise & etc... So instead of me giving him the money, he choose to borrow (nasib baik,kalau tak memang dasar aku nie bengap!haha). So he promised to return it back to me. Ok lets cut it short, he patch up with his x (which is 4years with him) when he's actually with me. Dia ingat aku nie aper, lampost yang kat tepi road kape. So from there we broke off, and he's not contacting with me for the past 2weeks plus till TODAY that he msg me with his new number. (tukar no. ade duit pulak,nak bayar aku sikit peh susah). Dunnoe which gerl or whoever had help him to change his number. But no matter what, i demand back the money that he borrowed ! Who cares anyways, it's my right to ask for my money back. Im not trying to be buruk siku, dun misunderstand on that. This kindda guy cannot give face too much if not he'll step over to my head. So im just waiting for the time he msg me for the return of the money....hmmph!!im gonna wait till i hold the money on my hand man! Bodoh peh jantan!! Guess wad!!? i saved his name as "jantan" at my phonebook!! ahakz! So far my weekends, most of the time im at home, only on Sunday that i met my dudes and gerls!.. chill for a while, have a chat & laughing like nobody business although the joke was not that funny anyways ( aku nie kan kdg2 tak betul,otal ader biol sikit!).. But But but!! we took pictures.!! ahakz.. My dude named fairuz (which used to be my x, now JUST friend ok!). He's such a camwhoring guy man!! I dunnoe why he fancy to take pics.. So here it goes...... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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i just dunnoe wad to do.... - Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 8:49:00 PM
hi there again... Can i call u by a name.. Let me think.. what really suits u.. hmm... Let me call u "DULCIE"...YUp! thats final! Why i call u that.. HEre comes the story.. (hehe) Actually i was figuring out wad shall i call u, so i try to find under google.. But, i was browsing under baby's name categories.. so i found out this name kindda unique so i choose this.. You wanna know wad does it mean Dulcie??.. It means sweet...like the person typing this..ahakz! jgn marah kalau saye self praised..hee.. So AS SIMPLE AS THAT! ahakz! Actually dulcie, im kindda feel a bit sad and confused about myself.. i dunno why i always have a small fault with my mummy. Its been a few days already i never talk to her and to tell u the truth i feel a bit awkward cause everyday after work, i will talk to her, joke around with her.. but sometimes i dun understand my mum is, such a small thing she make a BIG fuss about it. The main story is, its just because of this new sofa that she bought, the cushion had a mark of like a cig but burning! Actually it was my fault but ntahlah, i just dun wanna say anything about it, so she called me early morning make big fuss abt it! I know it my fault, but its just a small matter rite, so she was so sensitive about it that she never talk to me for days. *sigh Aku pun satu, pegi isap rokok dekat2 ngan cushion tu wakper! kan da terbakar! cari nahas anak latif ni tau! So till now im counting the days of she mute.haiz.. And another thing im feeling confused about myself is i always fall for the wrong person, u know love for someone who's not worth at all (puas ati mampus!kwang3). But i can treasure or love for the person so easily ( thats my weak point, so guys please dun fall in love with me coz ure a HEARTBREAKER.haha). i dunnoe wad im gonna said gonna make sense. I miss him lah, but stupid of me to think about him! haiyo!! HELP me Get out from this please!! OK! drop the subject... i must have the thinking he's not worth for me, i can find someone better (insya allah). Pray for me ok Dulcie.. My gf is out with her siblings. Actually wanna tag along but ntahlah, all of a sudden dia nyer malas datang pulak.. so.. yah im back home instead!! im signing off... Muackz! |
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![]() My name is FITRIZA. Call me fiza,fit,fitri or wadever u feel like calling me 1st crack to the world - 01/04/1988V My kindda hair is highlighted,ash brown color,shoulder length,and curls I love to Sleep, sleep and the best thing is SLEEP! I just love to wear something which is comfortable and way stay SIMPLE on me im a bit hot-tempered Impatient, bt not all the time Im out of control at times I love chocolates Im not short,im funsized laugh like a loudhaler Perfectly imperfect Pretty young thang Loudspoken Clumsy You are charming, talented and have a very positive attitude to life so it is hardly surprising that you attract success and recognition. Focussed and patient you understand that material rewards are a result of discipline. Being so creative and with a need for self-expression you may be drawn towards the arts, travel is also likely to be important. A loyal friend, you are a person who must be allowed freedom and independence. ![]() ![]() |
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